Dream-World

2008-11-29T17:48:00.002+05:00

Looking back makes me flinch and cringe!

Stupid mistakes iv made that i could see so vividly now, now that iv faced the consequences. Too late to worry about it & also useless.

And its not only stupid things Iv done, Iv done things that i am really proud of =)

I dont regret my past neither do i wish to change it. .. Well, yeah there are certain things i would want to change. Certain pains I would rather not have suffered. Alas, nothing to be done there. Basically Im glad im where i stand today.

2008-11-28T15:59:00.003+05:00

im tired of caring for those people who doesn't give a shit what happens to me!

I feel like ranting -_ -

what has this world become?

Poeple have become strangers now.

Everyone exists only and only for themselves.

No caring about another. They've become selfish, cold-hearted, cruel people.

They are so absorbed into themselves.

what has become of these people.

Everyone is so shallow.

Just struggling to survive.

where did the love go? =/

*sigh*

I mean there was a time, long long ago, when people actually cared about another beside themselves. They existed with each other. For each other. Where have those days gone? I wish I lived back then..

When everyone celebrated together. When one's misery was shared by everyone. There was so much love =) It was better back then. Seriously!

Everyone has hopes & expectations. Dreams & goals.

And human beings are equal people.

God made them all from the same things.

No one is superior.

Then why does one human being have more control over another?

Why is one able to influence another?

Doesn't everyone have the equal opportunity to chase their dreams?

I mean, those who stop them, who gave them the right to stop someone from achieving their dreams.

Its wrong to give someone hope and let their expectations rise, if you are in the end, meaning to break them.

You have no idea what kind of pain that is.

When your so close to touching something you desire from the depth of your heart but then you find a glass casing surrounds it! Your so close but u cant get it. Torture eh?

Well, you see the picture.. It shucks i tell you!

I see everything around me.

I see it in some depth.

But like how i am when im solving maths problems, I always take the wrong route and end up getting everything wrong!

See the wrong things.

If i die trying, would i die a soldier?

Its raining. I wanna escape. Away from everything. Far far away.

2008-11-20T15:30:00.002+05:00

hellow muna!

here it is =P

You are a very very nice friend too :) I am also so very glad to have known you as my friend :)

I have also known you for a very very long time. For like 4 years :) Its like 1326 days! can you imagine that?

And in this long long time we had have so much fun and happy times!

i thank you so much too! :)

You are also very kind-hearted! and overall very pleasent person to hangout with.

You are also very sweet person!

haha :D

wonder where i got that from?

*hint* my notebook.. *whistles*

2008-11-15T14:41:00.002+05:00

I am so crazily in love with twilight and all the books that follow!

Totally favourited!! =D

Everyone should totally read the book and apreciate it!

Bella and Edward are my current favourite couple :]

Their love is so amazing and so .. i dont know! beautiful!

I mean Edward's world completely revolves around Bella and he doesnt look at other women and moreover, he doesnt even have a women history! O_o

So cool huh? =D

And its like they are perfect for each other and its amazing!

Anyone would fall in love with it. The story i mean!

*sigh*

even boyfriend loves it =D

Every girl deserves an Edward! Seriously!

Im glad i found mine!

My vampire love! ily =]

haha!

2008-11-14T20:50:00.003+05:00

I was a silly little teenage girl, who dreamt just a little too much~

I believed in fairytales and happy endings and was waiting for my perfect "prince charming"

And the world said I was stupid.

Thought of me as just another dreamer who's dreams would break.

What did they know?

Im living in my fairytale with my prince charming.

And Im happy as ever!~

The dreams didnt break like they thought it would.

Im living in them now~ the dreams are coming true, waiting to be lived.

This had its ups and downs.. but what matters is that we held on~and for so long! :)

You perfect me and you made all this happen.

And through every fall life shall take us through again, i know we'll do just fine.

We'll climb out of the pits, probably laughing cus when we'r together nothings wrong and everything gets right.

In your arms I'm safe =)

And you! you! you!

I dont even have words for you! or how much i love you!

Happy Twelve Months Love!

I love you!

This song should say ot all.

From Me to You

Tasting you and rain i walk down to the train

Try not to look down

This day could someday be an anniversary

Everything is light and sound

Facing forwards going slowly wait for you to show me

Where this train wants to go

Living by the hour i stopped for every flower

Everything is soft and slow

Now all these tastes improve

Through the view that comes with you

Like they handed me my life

For the first time it felt right

Thank you for making me see there's a life in me

It was dying to get out

Holding you we make two spoons beneath an april moon

Everything is soft and sweet

This cigarette it could seduce a nation with its smoke

Crawling down my tired throat

Scratches part of me that's purring

Softly stirring

I'm captain of industry smoking famously

Feet up on the windowsill

Looking at all these trees i feel affinity with

Everything so soft and still-budding at my fingertips

Touching you i start to bloom

Alive with trains and passing ships

Soft and sweet upon your lips now

I go "oh wow"

Thank you for taking me from my monastary

I was dying to get out

With tears of gratitudeI like my latitude

A cross town train to you

Now all these tastes improve

Through the view that comes with you

Like they handed me my life

For the first time it felt worth it

Like i deserved it.

2008-10-27T22:34:00.002+05:00

The days have gone by so fast =)

Ofcourse this post it a bit early but whatever! Felt like doing this tonight so there!

Okay..

The child i befriended on the first ever day of my school life is now sitting next to me doing her GCE O'levels! Amazing how it all went by! I mean, it seems like it all just started yesterday O_o Anyway..

We'll go our seperate ways now. Chasing our dreams. Living our own lives. Doing what we always wanted to.

All those friends we made. Would they stick by? Or move along with the winds? Memories. That's all we could really hold onto as long as we want. What would stay with us as long as we want it to unless, ofcourse, you hit your head on a rock and forget your past lives =)

With each step we take forward we leave behind so much dont we? Tears, laughter! so much!

The lessons we'v learnt, our mistakes.. All these just made us better human beings =)

Well, atleast some of us. The others just cant help but be selfish bitches and assholes. Just the way they were made. No surprises there! =)

But for those of us with our hearts in the right places, we'll go a looong long way! =D

We shall all have our moments! Sooner or later! =) We deserve it! And we would get it! =]

Anyhow, I can barely wait for the days to go by! I want this over asap! And then its gonna be SUPER AWSOME! *big grin*

ofcourse, there are things I would miss but I wont go there now =)

You are my colours. From your eyes I see the world and its so much more brighter! So much more happier and so much more complete! Everythings so much more beautiful. You are my colours! I love you!

2008-10-10T00:18:00.002+05:00

I can hear you when you whisper

But you can't even hear me screaming

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,

Talk to the man with the reasons why,

And let me know what you find.

I could stand up and sing you a song,

But I don't wanna have to go that far.

And I, I've got you down, I know you by heart,

And you don't even know where I start.

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears,

Talk to the man who put you here,

And don't wait for the sky to clear.

Listen to each drop of rain

Whispering secrets in vain

Frantically searching for someone to hear

Their story before they hit ground

Please don't let go

Can't we stay for a while?

It's just to hard to say goodbye

Listen to the rain

2008-09-30T21:16:00.002+05:00

Damn.

Iv got such a long list of "things to blog about." =/

Everyone's like "this should go on your blog" and some people put forward conditions like "I'll only do that if you will write a blog post talking about how great i am .. etc etc" People *eye rolls* Iv lost count of how many such posts I owe to people and I don't quite remember what I told them I would write =/

So it would be either, i remember and write about it and those people get happy or i forget and not write it and those people get mad OR maybe if I'm really lucky those people don't remember i owe them a blog post =D

the last one is very unlikely but a girl can hope :D

there iv already gone on blabbing like an idiot about that =/

well actually, that's not blabbing, that's supposed to be a "I'm back and blogging again" in a unique way :D get?

Ha! who cares if you dont get it! :D

so moving one, after the "I'm back" part lets see..

wishing everyone happy birthday :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REEMIE TWINIE BEE *hugs and kisses and lots of love* [120508]

i love you twinie!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTICOE! SISTER ARKIE!! i love you!! mwah! :) [130708]

be galhi forever and after!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IHUE! i love you! bestest sister ever!! [040908]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DHONTHA! i love you!! bestest sister ever too!! [280908]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMANOE! i love you! bestest sister ever! and galhiest too! mwah! [220908]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THAPPI, MAXI, NIU, AFRUH, CIMAN, NAANA, RAI AND DHIFOO :D

thats about it. I dont think i missed any. sorry if i did :]

and I'll update again later :)

2008-09-05T17:36:00.003+05:00

i know its taken too long and i know youv waited forever but finally here it is ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFREND!~ :) [140508]

i wanted to make this as special as i could.. i wanted to make this more special than urs but couldnt .. here goes anyway :)

You came oneday, just out of the blue. When i was so lost and confused. You took my hand, became my friend and showed me the brighter side to life. You took me to a new world. A one full of colours, hopes and dreams. You let me dream. You let me wish. With you by me, i began to believe that i could even fly! and when i tried you didnt let me fall.. and so i know as long as i have you i can even fly :) You painted my life with rainbow colours and made my dreams come true right infront of my eyes. You took away all my tears. When im with you im never sad.
And somewhere there, i dont know when, i dont know how i fell in LOVE with you.. and i love you soo much! Your love gave me strength to face the world. Your love gave me hope that everything was going to be fine. It made me stronger. It made my existence complete and it completed me. And the love i have for you, it grows everyday! So if this special day didnt come, you wouldnt be here and i wouldnt have found then person who completed me!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISHIE! =]
*hugs*
Youv got your whole life ahead of you :) and i know u'll become a great person! All your dreams are going to come true, just you wait and see! Your going to be so happy! Dont you ever be sad!
You'll always be my fishie forever!~
My fishie with 64 and more nicknames. My fishie in the mental institute and fishbowl. My idiot. My rockstar. My rainmaker. My highppl. My everything.
Your my light in the dark. My rainbow after the rain. You fill me with colours. Your the string holding me back to the ground when im floating away in dreams. :)
Your a special person who could make special things happen!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISHIE SHAREEF!
i love you! mwah! :)

2008-04-07T19:00:00.005+05:00

I wish i had more time!! O_o
I wouldn't have so many things lagging and pending if i weren't lazy!
I do school work for a change =)
I feel happy satisfied feeling!
I know no two people can have the same opinion about everything.
I wish my cousin didn't leave =( miss him..
I feel nearly complete =]
I can smile too
I wanna pray regularly!
I would like to use msn again..
I know it will get better with time
I want more sleeping time!
I think music kills pain~
I can survive the cruelty and unfairness
I can pretend nothing bothers me
I am going to live each second Im here
I am not unhappy!
I love being who I am
I have lost but gained more
I need to prove myself yet again
I am a superhero =) I have super strength
I know things I shouldn't.. and things I wish I never knew..
I will hold on
I adore shopping
I am so lucky
I wish I knew who to trust
I dream..
I trust
I hope
I live

Do ask yourself why you want to run away? Why you want to escape. Will you be a coward and turn away from it or will you be strong and face the consequences? Its your life. Take some time and tink it over. You know uv got to decide.

~and thru the rain, ur my sun fighting to fill my world with light and in the end u always win, a rainbow lights up my day~

Thank you for changing me to be the better person I am today =]

2008-03-27T14:55:00.001+05:00

Lifes great =] Im happy! No really. I am happy, and I'm not lieing. This feels great!

Ok, I admit everythings not fine but thats alright. Because in life eveything cannot go alright. If everything was going by perfectly and there was nothing wrong with it, to be very honest, it would have terrified me! It would have stopped me from living now. It would have come in my way of enjoying this moment. I would have been freaked out about the perfectness of it all. I would be scared that it might shatter. But now Im not. Because I know this is real. everythings not fine and thats what makes it great. I know its real. not another dream that might shatter and that is why i say Lifes Great =D I couldnt have asked for anything better! I love every second of it! *big big smile*

And the bestest bit is i know that whatever is to happen ahead, whatever i may face, that i wont be alone to face it. I know there are people out there who are watching out for me. Who happen to actually care about my feelings and what happens to me. People who love me :) And that is why i love my life. ThankGod for them!

I understand that not everybody is sincerly genuine, and that everybody doesnt mean what they say and that some people are so good at pretending that they tend to actually successfuly make u believe that what they say is really the truth. They appear so nice infront of you but bad mouth you just when you turn around. No one can blame them for being that way can they? Afterall they cannot be blamed for being human. And its just the way humans are. I dont blame them at all! No one is perfect right? Everyone is imperfect! Even you. You are as imperfect as I or the next person.

It makes me sick the way people stereotype *sigh* seriously! Its depressing *sad look* the way you dress, look like, your appearence wil be a very inaccurate way of jugding a person. Its just very wrong to do that. It isnt fair *pout* When will people learn?

Yes. I was naive. I trusted the wrong people, but i know better now. Iv learnt my lesson. Yes i have. And Im not going to make the same mistake next time. I do know better.

If no ones going to understand me, I dont really care! you dont know the whole truth and even so if u want to jump into conclusions i can barely stop you can I? I wont even try. Its not worth the time and energy.

Im going to live my dream, and no ones is going to stop me. Yes, I Am going to live those big insane crazy dreams. Im going to live every moment of it. Wait and see if i dont *determined look*

Im very happy with my life. I dont regret any decison Iv made! ..well not yet anyway, and I hope I wont regret it in the future either.Its great. I love it! ^^ And I know its real because everything isnt picture perfect =] Its as real as you and me.

2008-03-17T14:30:00.002+05:00

I know its quite late to be posting this now. Had it in the drafts for sometime now.

Well here goes anyway =] ..

I just remembered =] I just have to write this post dedicated to Hana and Muna who as got there brthdays on 29th February finally after 4 years =] and to Anusha who's birthday is 1st March ^^

To Hana And Muna =]

A very very veeeeerrrrryyyy happy birthday to you both =D We had a surprise birthday party for them at Axkoe's =] And they didnt even figure out that there was a party being planned for them even when the party was planned in class and there were so many give aways but they never guessed [ stupidos =P LOL!!] They were told that we would all meet at Axkoes and go to the treat together. Then lots of us called them and said we couldnt make it to there treat and they bought it all. It was super fun! And they were super surprised to see us all there =D yay! I'm sure you'll remember this for the rest of ever! Wont you? =]

To both of you- Hope you had a awsome time and a great birthday! You so totally deserved one! Thanks for being a FANTASTIC frend! I want you to know that your among my most most treasured closest frends ever! Thanks for being so dependable! Thanks for just being there it means so much to me =] And I hope you have a wonderful life and all good things happen to you. Always. and whatever your dreams, I hope they all come true. And whatever you want I hope you get that. Ill always be there for you no matter what. we'll be friends for ever and ever and ever! yeah? ^_^ and live you dreams. Dont let anyone come in between you and your dreams, and dream big! =] Its your life and live it as you want it!
stay the same forever!~

To Anuttey!
Happy birthday Rambutan#2! *whoops* hope u also had a greatish time! may all your dreams wishes and hopes all come true! MAy your life be full of happiness. Wilson and anusha happily together! LMAO! damn! Chompi and that other uhm thing also wishes you happy birthday! Also the invisible dhivehi miss! Your an amazing frend! So totally fun to be with and you are totally insane and crazy! Anusha lava hendhumah hama 1st ingey =P
Happy Happy birthday to you girl =] Your gonna be old quicker than us all! =P Hohoh
I hope you have wonderful life infront of you and all good things happen to you =] I hope all your dreams come true. Frends For ever and After!

2008-03-16T20:50:00.003+05:00

Everyone Thankyou so much =D Iv had an awsome birthday yesterday ^^

Thankyou to so many people for making yesterday so special. For making yesterday memorable =) Thankyou Mom and Dad, My family [ including everyone close enough to be family :) ], Fishie =) , My friends ; those who have my best interest in heart and all the others, Everyone else! Thankyou!

Ah! It feels nice being sixteen =P not much difference but im one year older! Im a year bigger than I was day before yesterday..

Ok this is not really a birthday post I promise you a birthday post really soon, this ones just a random one!

I dont know for some reason, recently Im in love with this song. Been listening to it all the time =)

So lately, been wondering

Who will be there to take my place

When I'm gone you'll need love

To light the shadows on your face

If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all

Then between the sand and stone

Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low

I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out

A way to make it back someday

To watch you, to guide you

Through the darkest of your days

If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all

Then I hope there's someone out there

Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low

I'll go wherever you will go

Run away with my heart

Run away with my hope

Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how

My life and love might still go on

In your heart, in your mind

I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low

I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time

I'll go wherever you will go

If I could make you mine

I'll go wherever you will go

naice huh? ..

2008-03-08T19:43:00.002+05:00

Recommend me good hair products for hairfall and nice hair =_=

2008-03-06T17:59:00.004+05:00

yay. another three day weekend! wheee! =D

today we celebrated National Day at school ^_^ and there was no studyin. Yay! We had to make something during school time and our class made the most awsome one! its very Naice! Ill upload a pic as soon as i get it! Everyone should see it! Its salhi *foni*

Umm I dont like this coughing thing. I dont like the way my throat hurts all the time. I dont like the headaches either. And I detest being hungry and yet not having the apetite to eat =[

In short I dont like being sick at all *sighs*

Its a big big suckers

And sometimes I wonder if Im dreaming. Sometimes it feels so unreal like almost something out of a dream =]

Promise you'll stay with me

Oh you don't have to ask me

You know you're all that I live for

You know I'd die just to hold you

Stay with you

Somehow I'll show you

That you are my night sky

I've always been right behind you

Now I'll always be right beside you

So many nights I cried myself to sleep

Now that you love me, I love myself

I never thought I would say this

I never thought there'd be

You

right then im off

2008-02-21T18:10:00.002+05:00

I think Im coming down with a cold =/

Was feeling all sickly feeling at school. Throat hurts =_= and etc. Yep its a cold. Stupid cold =( I dont like being sick. Dont feel like eating anything. Darn. But I wants to eat. *sighs* Stupid stupid cold *sad look* horrible-ness!

Had accounting exam today and dont ask -_- but got good grades in english! *yay* Will study during this weekend. And complete all pending homeworks for Sunday. Shan't lag behind in work. And for once shall try to keep my notebooks updated rather than doing that at near exams. =] Lots of crazy things happened. Had many fun times. ^^

Nanna left for Malay. Emo would be going soon too =[ Will miss em so much.

I dont want to be ungrateful and not thankful for all the good things in my life but seriously when will everyone see? There are so many things I wanna do. So many things I wanna get done. So much for me to do. Sometimes i get so annoyed. I wanna run away from everything and hide from all the problems. I want to not face those things I dont want to. I dont want to have to choose from things I cannot live without. I wish life wasnt all that 'complicated' Its crazy. I want more! Ah crap! I shan't complain. Maybe oneday everything will get better. Maybe oneday Im gonna be really and fully happy. Maybe oneday everyone will let me live my dream. Maybe oneday I will fly. Maybe Oneday.

Comes a time when you dont feel like doing anything. Just laying somewhere and daydreaming or listening to music or maybe not doing anything at all. Knowing you have all these things to do but making yourself believe you'll somehow find the time to do all those things. And just laying there till that nagging feeling gets the better side of you or your mom comes and tells you to do it.

Iv thought a lot and I can see the picture. Quite faintly though.. or maybe Im just being plain stupid. Iv decided that Im gonna let watever is to happen happen afterall there isnt much I can do about anything, is there? I cant change the way someone thinks or feels or the way someone is. I cant make anyone tell the truth if they dont want to. I just cant. Its not in my hands and the sooner I accept that fact the better for me.

Im stupid =/ or maybe Im not in the best mood right now maybe Im feeling low about something or maybe i just need to know im not alone or maybe i need to know that someone cares about what I feel or maybe I need to know that someone understands me or maybe I need to know that someone trusts me and believes in me more than I do.

Or maybe its all the above..

2008-02-14T18:28:00.003+05:00

I wanna blog about many many random things today. =D

Ill start from the first thing that came to mind.

I wanna cut my hair again O.o Really short. Well not exactly really short but short. I dont like having to plait my hair to school. Makes me look stupid. Ula says I look like a country girl when I plait my hair =/ Stupid Ullatey =_= what do u know eh BoB? =P *bllloo* Btw country girl reminds me of that song country girl by black sabbath ^_^

Fell in love with a country girl, morning sunshine

She was up from a nether world, just to bust another soul ..

In dreams I think of you

I dont know what to do with myself

Time has let me down

She brings broken dreams, fallen stars,

The endless search for where you are

Back to what I was saying before, I plan to cut my hair again =) I know Ill be posting another post soon going on about how I regret having cut my hair but right now I dont care! All I wanna do is cut my hair! Lol.

I want my guitar back you know? =( *sad look* I want one! i want one! I want one! *..and continues* Somebody get me one! Like right now! =/ Guitar.Love *sighs* I swear Ill take better care of it next time! Promise! =D

Composed lots of songs at school these past two weeks. Me, Thappi, Ula and Anuttey. The 4 Rambutans! =P [stupid people] hohoho

heres one of our first ones..

Might not be perfection but seriously you should hear it being sung! Its (Y) (Y)

*proud*

Its called "Do You Know"

Goes like this ;

Do you know you made me cry

Do you know you made me die

Do you know you made me faint.. yeah yeah

Do you know you made me mad

Do you know you made me laugh

Do you know you made me sick.. Oh oh oh

Do you know you made me smile

Do you know you guys are insane?

Do you know you broke our hearts all the time? hm hm

you know what.. you suck!

hell yeah!

Ok i know you may find the beginning weirdly familiar thats because we had incidently started writing the lyrics of "Animal Instinct" when ula added the other line and we passed the note till we had this! Lol! And it wasnt even meant to be a song in the first place. We were just damn bored during islam class and passing notes and then tada! song!! =) Hmm..

Had some unit tests this week. Econ. English. Comm. Maths.

Were Ok I think *thinking* except the Maths test ofcourse. It was really annoying the maths paper. No seriously. Wasnt complicatedly difficult stuff where you have to think a lot and get frustrated, was even horribler! The question didnt make any sense =S seriously. It was the most stupid maths paper ever! and I did horribly! Lol! Oh the fun-ness! *eyerolls*

I should really start getting seriouse about studies.

Should really start concentrating more in Accounting and Maths classes

Should minimize drooling on my notebook when I should be finishing school work

Should stop wandering away from reality when the teacher is explaining.

Should stop blabbing and should control laughing

[ Pst, miss miadhu ekiee vaahaka adu ahaafa biruganebala thimeehun =P LOL seriously u guys! Control control! =P ] hohoh!

Should finish homework =/

Oh and My birthdays coming =D Many birthdays coming ahead. Muna and Hana gets their birthday this year too! Its a Leap Year! *whooop* You girls are finally gonna be 6 years right? or 4? =P hohoh

Then Anuttey's birthday comming too and then Axkoes then MINE! and right after my birthday we get the mid-term break! *yay* awsome eh? *smilies* thats the coolest bit! I get a whole week of no school right after my birthday! yay!! I'm gonna be 16! O_o hehe.. sweet sixteen =) =P LOLS!

Played secret friend at school ^_^ my secret friend gave me 3 presents. =D salhi dhow? I found out who my secret frend was. It was bestie! hohoh! I figured out when I saw the wrapping! LOL stupid bestie! *hugs* I got this 1rf coin covered in glitter =P and a chocolate and a braclet thingy and they were all greenie minus the braclet! even the wrappings! =P crazy bestie! *laughs* Reminds me. My secret frend was all mad because her secret frend hadnt given her anything =P *guilty look* shall give her smth on Sunday! ^_^

Okies gotta end now. Gotta go out with Mommy =)

See yall! And once again

Happy Valentines Day

frogie frogie =D poh!

2008-02-14T16:04:00.006+05:00

Happy Valentines Day you people =D

Moya Fishie =P

lalalaa =P

Update later ^_^

.. I was just thinkin how we dont have a song

and he said,

Our song is the slammin screen door

sneakin out late tappin on your window

when we're on the phone

and you talk real slow

cause its late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh,

the first date man I didnt kiss her and I should have

and when I got home

'for I said amen

askin God if He could play it again

2008-02-07T16:24:00.000+05:00

Today Ill blog about school ^_^
School is fun =)
Today at class there were these fen jahaa toy thingies in cute shapes like aeroplanes and ice-cones and bottles =D and everyone was going crazy O_o It was water water and more water. And when i was trying to figure out where the water was coming from, from a bottle shaped thingy i accidently ended up soaking myself -_- I was holding the thingy nubaikon and the water came at my face! tut tut! But it was fun =) and then paper. Yeah, you write weird, moya stuff and paste it on the other persons back. LOL. Fun-ness :D And the other day everyones bag's went missings =/ And you couldnt leave the bag on the chair cuz as soon as you got up it would go missing. Lol. So, anuttey and suma and ula were wearing their bag interval gadi ga ves! It was hillarious! Stupid people! Lol. And there's this "Thursday Game" thingy in which you just go and destroy the other person's shoes on thursdays. No seriously. You step on it till its so messy -_- Gawsh! Hyshe men class ga ulheny hus moyain =/ I'm the only sane person. Hohoh! =P And yeah. There is singing too =D *whoop* And yeah composing songs too. Lol. Made this song with ulattey and anuttey ;P The Rambutans! The song varah salhi dhowww *foni* Heheh =P Pst. Ulattey toilet lady and thappi toilet lady in training! whoop! [adhives beheythi hyshe aa =P ] lol. And passing notes. Talking. Wandering around. So much fun stuff at school =D Oh yes. Studying too =)

Oh and yeah I got the prefect badge! yay! *smiles*

Ah I want cloves O_o and something super spicy to eat. *thinks* and ice-cream =D

You know. I wish people didnt have to compromise. I wish everyone got the chance to live their dreams. Yeah those big big crazy insane dreams. I wish people's hopes werent shattered. I wish everyone was happy. I wish there were no problems in life. I wish so many wishes.. but not all can come true. Thats because its the way life is. But wouldnt it be awsomist if all your wishes did come true. If you were so happy and you didnt have any regrets. If you got everything you ever wanted.

And ulattey, yknow what? I dont care even if this is the most unupdated blog ever =P and I still sympathise with your child.. Poor child.. Tsk Tsk. Seriously, what did the innocent child ever do to deserve this. His Mommy being a big Idiotic Maddy! LOL! *laughs* FF =D

Hmm. I dont know what else to write =/ Must be enough for oneday yeash?

So enough. ^^

2008-01-24T15:49:00.000+05:00

I wanted to change this skin =_= but im too lazy to actually do that. I'm turning lazy O_o
Theres so much I wanna do but I'm too lazy to actually do it. =/ All I wanna do is sleep sleep and sleeep and sleeep all the time. And Iv even started skipping meals because im too lazy to actually go and eat =T and that is bad. I know I shoudnt. *sighs* Stupid me.
Currently listening to this song Evanescence-Forgive Me .. Its Love O_o

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret, I cry "I don't wanna lose you!"
But some how I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Some how I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry..

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

Take my word listen to song! Its awsome. Especially if your feeling extreamly worked up and tired. This music suits how I feel now. Kinda slow and er..nice! ^_^ *sighs* I love Amy's voice. Its super nice! And salhi! LOL

Hmm school has been alrightish. Lots of work usually. I dont like waking up early one bit. I feel all crappy >_< timetable ="/" me ="T">_> I dont remember anything happy to blog about ;/ I seem to have difficulty remembering happy things. No seriously. When I'm really really happy I tend to forget whats going on. I forget the really important things and remember the little not-so important parts only =C Stupid brain!

Im having problems with blogger =/ crappy thing. Hmp
Anyways this is all I have to blab about right now.

2008-01-17T18:17:00.000+05:00

I love this song .. O_o

i can relate to it in so many ways ..

I live my life in the city

There's no easy way out

The day's moving just too fast for me

I need some time in the sunshine

I gotta slow it right down

The day's moving just too fast for me

I live my life for the stars that shine

People say it's just a waste of time

When they said I should feed my head

That to me was just a day in bed

I'll take my car and I drive real far

To where they're not concerned about the way we are

In my mind my dreams are real

Are you concerned about the way I feel

Tonight I'm a rock 'n' roll star

I live my life in the city

There's no easy way out

The day's moving just too fast for me

I need some time in the sunshine

I gotta slow it right down

The day's moving just too fast for me

I live my life for the stars that shine

People say it's just a waste of time

When they said I should feed my head

That to me was just a day in bed

I'll take my car and I drive real far

To where they're not concerned about the way we are

In my mind my dreams are real

Are you concerned about the way I feel

Tonight I'm a rock 'n' roll star

Youre not down with who I am

Look at you now youre all in my hands tonight

Tonight I'm a rock 'n' roll star

Tonight I'm a rock 'n' roll starT

onight I'm a rock 'n' roll star

Its just rock n roll

there ^_^ neat aint it?

2008-01-17T15:44:00.000+05:00

*sighs*

I'm so tired =/ sometimes I wish that everything will just stop for a while u know? Not that I'm unhappy about whats happening. No, Im happy.Infact very happy *big smile* =D It's just that too much is going around. Theres to much to think about. Too much pressure and its making me wele tired =S I wont everything to be paused for a while so that I can just not think about anything and just you know BE! Not that I want what i have to dissapear. Everythings great. My family. My friends. And everyone else who matter. Its awsome =] I don wish to loose anythin I have. Just that I'm tired. Too tired to survive =S Everyday feels like I donnow =/ I feel tiny and weak with lots of things going on n maybe I may not be able to handle everything like I shud. Sometimes I just want to hide away from everything till I feel like I can take on again. I want to have more time for myself. I want more. Sometimes I just want to talk to someone about anything. I wish I had someone who'd listen to eveything I have to say without judging me and then tell me how to feel better. Somebody who'd know everythings about me. Somebody who I could trust enough that, that person wont go blabing about me behind my back. Somebody who remembered everything about me. Somebody who cared about how I would feel. Somebody who'll lookout for me. Somebody who would be there during the worsest of times. Somebody who I could tell everything without feeling stupid about it later. Somebody who knew me. Somebody who wouldnt doubt me. Ah well..

And then I feel like I dont have enough time for everything then I feel like I waste too much time :S

Ah. Maybe I'm talking shit >_>

It wont be surprising if no one gets what I'm trying to say because I dnt understand half of that

Just what i feel..

Btw, School started. Iv nothing to say about it. Hahh! =P

Schools alright but too much stress -_- and too time consuming.

Hate having to wake up early. Seriously ><

2008-01-07T17:01:00.001+05:00

Im posting this in two posts so it doesnt look that long.. Hee!

READ POST BELOW FIRST!

And now I dont know what to expect this year. Yes I do have a lot of dreams and hopes but then again what if they dont come true? Yes. I'm scared about what might happen in the future and I dont wanna think about it but it cannot be neglected either =S =/ I have my Olevels this year too =O and after that I shall be FREE! =] Maybe there will be lots of changes in my life this year. I dont think things are going to be like they were before. And so many people are leaving too =/ people who I want to stay. Seriously Im scared to expect happiness because if it turns crappy ill have to pretend it doesnt matter and that dont care and thats stupid! =_=
So I'll take life as it comes i guess =] But that doesnt mean i dont expect anything from this year. I expect alot. Just hope everything will work out well *prays*
Ok I think I should end ths post now ^_^ Ill update more later
btw: thinking about changing this template. I suddenly dont like it anymore O_o I wonder what I saw in it. LOL. Gonna change this soon. Alright so keep your comments coming. They are really apreciated ^_^ thanks for reading!

2008-01-07T16:12:00.000+05:00

Here I am! Back and blogging again =]

Sorry for the L.O.N.G.I.S.H time without updating. Hopefully wont happen again :)

And thanks for the comments. You guys are right I have this year to prove myself right? *smiles*

I wanted to update everyday of the holidays but couldnt update even once. Lol! Holidays are almost over. Its so crappy that they are so damn short =/ but on the other hand i cant wait till i see my friends again ^_^

This holiday was ..umm.. fun and horrible too. It was lonely and gloomy and also enjoyable and exciting. Ah! what a mixture eh? O_o Something horrible happened at the beginning and it was so crappy! Seriously >_> But whats happened had happened and its over so no use brooding over that eh? But it did taught me that there are stupid ******** who cannot mind there own bloody business and try to destroy other peoples life! 8( Anw later on it was awsomist! Had some of the coolest times ever ^^ hahas. Had fun =] but somethings could never be the same again =C

Oh and another year finished. Its late I know but still Happy New Year y'all!

Hope this year will be better than last one to everyone. Even if things look bleak for you, hold on because happy days will come again. Trust me. I'v been there. Thought I'd never be happy again but here I am and Im not exactly unhappy =]

Last year was.. er.. a blur of everything! Went through things I never thought id be through. Had more fun than study at school ^^ Made new friends. Lost some. Gave up on what could have never happened. So many memories. Laughter and tears too. Sulking and being mad about stupid things. Forgiving and foregetting. Moving on. Getting into trouble. So many secrets. Met new people. Nearly made a stupid mistake. Touched happiness. Lived through moments that felt like dreams. Felt so alone and like I had no one to turn to. Felt like an idiot so many times. Was unsure of what I wanted but eventually did figure out. Was confused about who I was, and where I stand in this world. Got closer with my family. Making planes. Sleepovers. Photo's. Non-stop stupid talk. Dreams. Shopping. Eating. Ah just so much! 2007 was an important year in my life. =]

2007-11-20T12:22:00.000+05:00

My results were bad! and stupid =/ I got the horriblest marks ever this time =[ Its rele rele suckerish. I'v disappointed a lot of people. Especially mom and dad. They expect a lot from me. Argh.. I feel like a failure.. =( And the worsest part is, I may not be a prefect next year!! =O Aint that horrible? I know iv said I hated being a prefect and that it sucks but now I realise how thoughtless I was, I mean, OK, eventhough i hate being one, my parents are really proud of me cuz i was one and now thats all going to change. I feel so horrible. *sighs*

But its awsome we all went to the same class =D yay!

And I'm really really sick =/ hate this! shucks

2007-11-08T18:45:00.000+05:00

I had to post tonight :) or else some particular people would beat me bloody! haha! =P

I finished my exams. And it is my holidays now. which means so many days of waking up whenever u want. And not worrying about not finishing something before school. And all those things. And no more school. O_o Heehee! Amazing.

And ill be having my Olevels next year *gasp* gotta study hard next year. Because Olevels is serious business right.. Lol

And i have got half of my results ... dont know about the other half =O

Ok im posting this really useless post because i dont have the time to write a longer one. But Iv got loads to blab. So later!

2007-10-13T23:13:00.000+05:00

This might be my last blog post before the exam =)

[which is in a week!! aaaargh! horrible! horrible! -.- ]

Well.. *stares at the screen blankly*

Okei.. Exams!

They are here again, and last time i said i would work harder this time.. believe me i want to. Work really hard.. but the problem is .. i dont know! thats righ.. i dont know anything. Most of the things well. But i swear. What am i even going to do? Maths? Econ? =S i should have concentrated more .. and now ill have to get all my t.t notes as well. And complete my maths works too.. [stupid me! i didnt bring anybody's notebook home! I should have bought it. My stupid stinking horrible mind! It slipped off. I was planing to take the notes during this holiday.]

Umm. so now i have more work to do during this week. I want the exams to be over soon. I want to get really good marks too. =/ Ohwell. *sighs*

Btw, to high people
I'm better already *yay* palace on moon! wheeee! =P haha!

The 'high' comiunity!! LOL

I'll blog the other part of this tomorow.

2007-09-29T21:06:00.001+05:00

This is what i have been trying to do the whole day! lol. i don't know why i take so much time to finish one blog post =/ i always tend to forget abt it. like right now =/ Ok. now i will give my 100% attention to this post until I'm done with it =D

Ok i did it again *guilty look* totally forgot about this post =/ ehenney vaanee!

Yesterday Deedee birthday =) she got loads of chocolates and so did i =D

Wheeee! happy happy.

Yesterday there was this big roadha villun at home on the occasion. Where the family gathered. Missed Nanna and Demone a LOT! Wish you guys were there!

Demone! Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaankyou cousiny! you rawk! ur the bestest! *big big hug*

and.. I am not going to think about things that will only make me more miserable. So this is the End.

And i really really really badly want to pierce my ear from another place! O_o seriously! but my parents doesn't agree =( what is the possible harm from piercing another place? i mean i already got one place in my ear pierced wont it be the same? *pouting*

oki ending post now ..

psst to Mr Sensitive.. eyh kobaa. u werent there when i left =P Blllllooooo! dhen next time dhoooo ^_^

2007-09-28T02:29:00.000+05:00

Weeeelll.., it hasnt even been that long since i updated as snow white says =/ hmph. What have you got against me scardy? you owe me a 100/- ge recharge card!

okie so first of all

HAPPY HAPPY BRTHDAY DEEDEE

Your 17 seventeeen .. heeheehee =D

One more year and u'll get the licence ^_^

Have a greeeeeeeeeeat brthday! hope all gooood things happen to you and u know ? =D

HAPPY BRTHDAYYYY

And had a super busy week ^_^

Campaigning for iyya and shaufa for the post thingies! it was fun! walking around the place screaming at top of your voice and after that getting so tired and still being roadha! heeheehe .. the campaign was fun! ^_~ but then the sad part comes., they didn get what they exactly campaigned for but still we tried our best. And we still got next week. Together we can win this thing! =D yay!

And tonight was the t.t fair.. I was supposed to go but cudn make it at the last minute. Aparently they gave chocolates and i get three too! Awsomee! hehehe =D i luurve chocolates ^_^ and our resort model was the best according to riph and everyone who worked on it. yay! *hop hop hop*

heheh.. and umm

Why did u guys cancell the roadha villun *teary eyed*

Today we took loads photo's in class. awsome fun! heheh ^_^

And to everyone from class, who were there today when the discussion for the "emme reethi letter" went, 'H' akee ingey hama emme salhi akuru! stop bullying it! -_- Hmp.

Ill upload those pics as soon as i get em.

All for tnight. Goodnight.

____________________________

Take me where you go.. I'll walk beside you. I wont let you fall. I'll hold your hand and you'll never be alone. You'll always have a girl who'd love you till her last breath..

2007-09-22T16:36:00.000+05:00

yay! thankyou haikoo ^_^

now you peeps can comment on my blog =D

apparently it was simple all along.. uh silly me =P

thaaaankyou again haikooooo =D

and everybody do visit his blog. he just started blogging =)

http://cocoasexual.blogspot.com/

so people!

COMMENT=D yay! hehehe

2007-09-22T00:43:00.000+05:00

Iv been sitting here for the past two hours trying to figure of this HTML thingies =_= and i dont understand a thing =S

So, can anyone be really nice and tell me how on earth i can put the comment thingy in my blog? *eyerolls* lol

Anyway.. Im thinking about changing this template now =)

Change is necessary yeah? =P

So, Ill probably be changing the template soon.

This is a song i heard recently.. like the lyrics ^_^

i heard that you've been asking about me.

least that's the word on the street

i just don't know what to believe

why was i dumb enough to leave?

i saw you with him today.

the boy who took my place.

you seemed so much happier with me.

but maybe that's just the way i want it to be.

but it's just another one of those days

the way you made it all feel so right

the way you fit into my arms at night

i'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life

but it's just another one of those days

i can't help but feel a little upset

about the things you and i never had

i had the world, but instead threw it out of the way.

now, it's just another one of those days.

so, tell me what happens next?

its out of my hands, i guess.

i just don't know what to believe.

why don't you tell me to believe.

why did you let me leave?

it's not the way it's gotta be.

what's wrong with me?

why don't you tell me to believe?

why did you let me leave?

is that the way this has to be?

but it's just another one of those days

the way you made it all feel so right

the way you fit into my arms at night

i'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life

but it's just another one of those days

i can't help but feel a little upset

about the things you and i never had

i had the world, but instead threw it out of the way.

now, it's just another one of those days.

Nice huh? =)

Okies then.

To scardy. Im a good girl and you know that. Hahahah! =P blllllo. Scardy-cat! Your house is HAUNTED =P

hahah =)

oh and i didnt update after maxi's show right.

It was awsome! (Y)

TD u juuuuusst rawk girl.! awsome superb! so proud of yah.

And iyya and shaufa, gluck for the campaign thingy! =D

keish bbye.

*sets of singing : ZULA ... rhyming words.. (8)*

gosh =P

2007-09-15T02:54:00.000+05:00

So.. why am i here? and what do i want?
and why am i writing this? i bet you dont know.

2007-09-13T23:48:00.000+05:00

Trying to rebuild everything. Once I think its fine, next moment is shattered and then Ill have to do it all over again. Again and again. That is tiring. And there's too much of everything that is destroyed and broken. I do not have the strength to rebuild it all, but i cant give up. *sighs*

Today was the first day of Ramadan ^_^ it was OK. I guess.

Iv been having this nagging shorta feeling inside me for a long time. Its like this I want so much done but either I don't know how to do it or I'm too lazy to do it and I don't do it and I suffer later. Sad huh?

So, it all does kind of make some sense when i think about it sometimes. Other times it's just plain unreal! Like some kind of horrible dream and you can't wake up. You know what i mean?

Oh and yeah. My computer hates me! =( I just know it!

And. and. and.

I live in a daze.

I dream in a daze.

I love the rain.

I dont know why I want to say everything I want to say.

It doesnt even make anysense.

Everyone is going through so much.

For what?

Why do they deserve that?

And why is this happening?

Why am i finding all these out?

What do i get?

Nothing.

[We all got our reasons. Stupid they may be, but they are.]

Oh and yeah yeah! snow white ge ekka song! That was fun! =P heeheehe!

pst hama ehen bunyma ehen liyunee

blllllllllllllloooo! scardy cat!

ZULA ULA RYHMING WORDS

EENA TEENA RYHMING WORDS

^.^

.. meaningless and empty words ..

something is so wrong

something that shouldnt be happening

and i cant stop it

and that sucks.

2007-09-12T23:00:00.000+05:00

hiya!

i dont know what i should write first! for the first time i havent forgotton what to write and i have loads to say! this was some week! ill start from the begining then

SUNDAY

i can only remember this much about sunday

some people from WW thats "women for women" [=P] came to our class , well actually they werent supposed to come but there they were! and they gave us information like we shouldnt let people use us, and to blv that we arenot made for anyone and to not say yes to something u dont like because somewhere thru it ull have to say no and etc etc. and to be actually really really truthful, that was helpful =P and umm *trying to remember more about sunday* aah no! *gives up* so we'll move to monday

MONDAY

nothing exactly really exciting happened. teacher changed our places and now i sit all the way up front! geez!~ shucks.. oh yeah. the nashid person from zero degree said my dad taught him the G code so they named it after my dad *fonivefa* heeheeehee!~ dhen.. that was monday

TUESDAY

had the english newspaper thing to do and no one from our group bought anything [ purposefully mind u ] so stupid pathetic lizard someone made us stand [we had double english] and dhen she shouted and shouted, i mean doesnt she even get tired. and she's a horrible heartless person! im not about to elaborate on exactly why we didnt bring the things we had decided that we wudnt. but in the end hana decided to do it.

other things, last night was maxi's night! ok u go girl! i bet u were absolutely awsomish! all shimmering and.. uh ..umm pink =P =P

i just cannot wait to see u TV! and the others also. *sighs* wish i cudv gone damn! i hate not being able to go! sometimes it just sucks living in hulhumale'!! sucks i tell u! and so maxi! once again u rock TD! i cannot wait to see you =)

WEDNESDAY

today was the most weird day ever! and theres something about today! first of all,

hana did do the newspaper, she stayed up till 6 to get the damned thing done! and at skool iyya and noora wrote the headlines and etc and we handed the paper to grace and she's like not apreciating that either! she's finding faults in what we have submitted and that really drove hana mad! i mean honestly! cannot the freak just take it?! i mean apreciate what she's done and dhen she goes on arguing i mean honestly! and i hate her for what she did today and yesterday! she had no right to do that [ i'll not mention what she did. some ppl might not like that to be published in a blog. i , unlike some particular people, respect other peoples feelings ] i hate her!~ and dhen after english a person from office comes and tells us about the earthquake and tsunami alert and all. it was scary. and dhen some started crying! and i know the worst thing in the world is to see someone cry! i mean they were crying and that made everyone else cry! it was so bizzaire! it was creepy and freaky and everything else! but nothing happend. to snow white: im glad everythings alright =)

ok and i almost forgot happy ramazan to u all

esp to rifie, i hope ur gran gets better. ill be prayin for her ^_^ and tc, see you sometime!

and errrrrrrrrrrr... ok post.

gnight

happy fasting peoples

ciao

2007-09-07T00:26:00.000+05:00

i absolutely adore and love this song! *sighs* if only i knew i what i know a little before! damn =/

2007-09-06T22:33:00.000+05:00

heyyyyy!!

HAAAPPPY BIRTHDAYY IHUTTEY!! [wish her everyone! ] youve been an awsome sister! i lurrrrrrrrrve u even though ur annoying! *hugs and kisses*

your a TEEENAAGER finaly huh? so try to behave like one *eyerolls*

anyway ihiiieee!~ thankies for teh treat even though mommy and daddy paid for it =P it was awsome too! u rrooooock gurl ! and remember what i said =) i love yah! be sweet :D

yeiy weeekends! hop hop hop! =D

ok most abt my week! it was adorable you know why?

first i was in the back row all this week [LOL]

second i missed the parent and teacher meeting! that was heavenly! and i told dad about it too in advance and he sed we need not go there! yayyy! hahah!

i even finished my econ work O.o yes yes everything! i usually save updating my note books for the last thing just before exam , but this time i finished it for the PTA meeting which i didnt go!! heeheehee! had a fun time "trying" to complain to the supervisor about tina [ tina eena rhyming words!! hahah LMAO ] abt tina, she is a stupid person who doesnt realyy know how to teach =/ and has popcorn in her hair! she refused to mark my book even =/ [ well, actually i stayed up half of the night completing that! and next day when i submit the book she says she'll give just a "little" stress on the word little, amount of notes and so i had to write that too in order for her to mark my book , i had to do that because the parent meeting was that night and i was sure dad would go to the meeting and she'll blab [get the picture right? ] and she gave gazzilion notes! honestly and she even gelluvalanigs some peoples notebook including snow white =P =P heehee, and she never stopped giving notes . hmph and in teh end i told her i cannot finsih writing all that and to mark my book and she said she will not mark the books today! DAMN!!! i hated her! but good thing i didnt give her the book, else she might have lost that too .. hmph stupid person who has popcorn in her hair! grrrrrrrrrrrr!

and dhen we had a "maahefun" at skool todae. it was INCREDIBLE! i couldnt finish my pizza! it was tooo huge! oh man! i wish i could eat! and eat and eat! because i dont want to be this thin =/ but i cannot eat! horriblness!

more abt the maahefun, we had it during dhivehi class =) and its right after interval so we decided we wouldnt eat interval =D but i hadnt eaten anything and went to skool early to do a T.T project [more elaboration of that coming uo later] and didnt eat anythign and didn bring my water bottle and i was starved/thirsty! =( and i wanted to eat the lolie! ha! =P and muna had some cash [ which i didnt even stupidly bring =/ ] but then everyone decided to have lolie =) but the cash wasnt enough for everyone so maxi went back to class to get more and hana was having a heart attack because we were standing in the middle of the compound when she had duty =P and when maxi came back it was too late the person who sold it said she wouldnt sell it and it was lame! =( and dhen we wanted to do something fun and somebody decided "ailaa" kulhen -.- ha! but i liked the idea. haha!

went back to class and we were all staaarrved! and couldnt wait for the maahefun so by the time sir came we were all ready prepared =D

about this T.T project we are making a ideal resort aparently. any ideas for a logo of a resort anyone? any help greatly appreciated =D we need a really traditional one u know? with raabandhi and cocnut palms and all that. so if u have any ideas contact me at hyshe_@hotmail.com [ by the by, i dont get ol from msn with it anymore, so mail your ideas if anyone has anything =D i hope u do, because we need an awsome logo ^_^ thanks ]

oh and i want coke! right now! COKKKEEE!!!! =( oh i have coke =$ heeheeheehee! im enjoying it right now (H) aaah life! HAHA!

and yeah, friday night center peice or maahefun? i rele rele RELE dont want to miss tht maahefun for anything in the world but centerpiece ah ves dhaan beynun =( waaah!

i guess ill go to the maahefun since iv already paid for it too, afterall why should other people enjoy my cash $.$ teeheehee

and to riph, im buying muna the car, since she'll be good to me after i do that too, hyshe ulhuny hama bff ah ingey furathama car gaindheyn.. ekam dhen mihaaru .. u know? u can tell ur mehi friend to buy it for you =P oh man! im getting laugh attacks just thinking of that!! LMAO! ROTFL! *pionts finger at riph* bbbbbbbbbbbbllllllllllllllllloooooooooo dhen indhey "hmph" vefa u and ur mehi friend! LOL LOL LOL!!!

haaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaha!

okeish so ending this post now so Candy the Great will stop crying and bring an end to his long wait =) =P be the first to read this =)

goooooooooodnight guys!

I LUUUUUUUUUUUUURVE THURSDAY NIGHTS! u know u have two whole days of absolutely no skool in front of you and i HAAAAAAAAAAATE SATURDAYS! cuz dhen u know u have 5 whole days in front of u thats full of skool!

zula and ula rhyming words *chanting in the background as ula reads this*

to ula,

your house is really haunted

t.c

i wont be shocked if "zuLA" visits u tonight heheh, after tomorow night u'll have nightmares for rest of the month! i assure you that gurl! heeeehehehe!

goodnight world! see you tomorow ^_^

there Candy! im DONE! =D

dont say its over, this cant be the end ~

2007-08-31T00:01:00.000+05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAYYY SNOWWW WHITTTEEE!!

a very very veeeeeeeeryyyy happpy brthday [ snow white muskulhi viyyo!! LOL ]

anw, i hope u had a greaaaatt time [ i know i did (H) ] happy brthdayy agains. all the best in watever you do in lyfe! glad your my frend! frendss FOR EVERR!! dhoo? =D*yeiy*

also HAAPPY BRTHDAY HANAAN!

hope u had a greatish bday too

[ ps. both of them have the same bdae 290807 ]

and on their brthday we had the greatest time! fenjahaa, disco alhaa, LOL, and even empty eggs!! what fun. we hid snow white's bag so she couldnt escape, but hanan managed to somehow escape the whole thing! and dhen nimeygadeega majaa! but in the end we got busted! =/ damn.. lol but watever fun is fun when fun lasts! haha! watever that means! sorry snow white for destroying yr uniform =/ seriously. didn mean that to happen. but anw, HAPPY BRTHDAYY!! =D *hugs*

and dhen today was super duper absolutely RAINY! it was awsome weather for sleeping but not so great weather to go to skool! hahahs but it was alright too =D

during econ class. tina the weird wanabe didn come so we had a free class. we were all talking and somehow the topic went to hair and dhen hair cutting! and the crazy idea to perfect axkos fringe came and the experts [ aka riph, mav etc etc] came and the class turned to saloon (H) it was ssooo weird! we all held our breath and hana cut her hair !~ *yayyy* haha! and so goes schoool. sometimes boring. sometimes fun

weird is the only word that comes to my mind! i dont like this at all! seriously. horrible.

umm.... i had so much to blog about [same lines going to repeat about how i had so much things to write about until i came and sat here and everything went away and presto!~ SHUCKS!

aaaah this sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks !!!!!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwnn! ok officially gone crazy cold! and everything else!

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... *thinking*

ok im crazy and this is the end!

go0dnight everybody. have sweet dreams!

2007-08-24T21:33:00.000+05:00

okiesh. back again.
umm. even though i have nothing exactly that very special to blog about, i still want to blog. blog about .. uh..umm.. well..err..

i dont know.

damn.

2007-08-24T19:04:00.000+05:00

HEY!! this is my 100th post and this one just had to be reaaaaaaaaaaly long. i think i feel up to blogging today, so after much pestering and bugging from my friends, i update my blog again ^^ this one is freegin long and full of randomness about 4 or 5 years ago i was an innocent little girl who didnt know anything about internet or chatting or anything [ well i guess i "knew" about it, but then i didnt get online or had a blog or all those things ] and my troubles and everything were.. u know.. not exactly BIG and all that .. i was naïve [ well, very much =P ] what im tryin to say is , i was very small minded and i believed everyone was good and that everyone was living a perfect life with no troubles and only smiles and laughter and no bad people. u know? but then i was introduced to internet and it was like as if whole new world opened up infronta me.. a world waiting to be explored.. and during these past years this new world has taught me a lot .. improved me and spoiled me in a lot of different ways ..broke me and made me stronger.. so much. and in the past years in this "new" world. i experienced a different kind of pain.. a different kind of joy.. a different kind of misery.. well, a different kind of everything!! in the sense i realised that everything in reality is so much different from what i had imagined it to be.. i met good people. people who i dont really know but people who i can count on. people who'd listened to my endless rants. people who understood me. people who accepted me fully knowing that im a retarded dweeb. people who loved me or atleast said they did. people who inspired me to become a better person. people who taught me about me. people who helped me take important decisions. and yes, also this was a great way to keep in touch with friends. so many convo's, so many planings, so many gossipings, so many memories, so many jokes, so many rantings, so many worries. but i think internet made us all even more closer =) on the other hand, its got the negetive side as well -.- friends became.. well.. uh.. not friends.. and some just stopped talking =( and people accused u.. of being snobby *eyerolls* just because.. u were well, too busy! became much more aware of how mean people can really be. go more exposed to the world. got to see the unjustice, the unfairness or say the dark side of life. got broken, became more stronger.. n im still so young , got a loooong way to go. much much more to face. so much more to learn. iv overcomed a lot of fears in life, survived moments when i just wanted to dissapear, controlled myself when life really sucked, and faced many horrible things in life and i know there's much more to come. felt the hurt when crushes didnt work. learnt to fake a smile through all my tears, learnt to appear calm when the whole world was upside down. tried to be a good friend. a better friend each day. loved. but just couldnt bring myself to say it. the point is i love internet for all the good things and hate it for all the bad things. wasnt going to update tonight but just couldnt wait for tomorow. So it seems lyk my blog got stuck on its 99th post huh? and the 100th never came up. Sorry for keeping you guys [ who still bother to look up here ^^] waiting. but anw, here it is. the 100th post finally =P I wanted to make it really speacial and all u know? But i couldnt figure out exactly how to do it=/ I mean i was going to write about everything specail to me, but i never got the time to sit and blab about everything close to my heart. and i gota go again. damn. i think this thing will never get completed! ok back again. and this time i post this how ever way it is =P Today was supposed to be totally and 105% fun. but but. due to some technical reasons which are too gloomy to be posted up here, the day turned out to be a very emo day. very bad =( im shorrieee rifiiieee. really. sorry bestie =/ skool started by the way, and this is the.. um third or fourth week now i think. [ imagine how long this thing has dragged onto? i mean i started drafting this even before skool started and im finally able to post it only WEEKS AND WEEKS later, and after so much nagging from my friends =P ] about school, its fine. its ok. its fun-sometimes. last thursday a bunch of us were fasting. It was fun. lol. donut dho ula? heheh ok , no more mood for blogging. im going to hit post and regret this later but right now i cant think straight. ..i will never dream again.. it doesnt matter it really doesnt matter it never will mater i cant let it matter even if it breaks me. it just doesnt matter and i might as well say. this is the worst day of my life.

2007-08-01T16:17:00.000+05:00

today is a very special day

today a very specail somebody was born

this somebody is very special to me because this somebody is very close to me. This somebody is someone who i can talk till sunrise and never even get bored for a minute. This somebody apparently likes to make people suffer [=P] This somebody is really unique in his own way. He stands apart from the crowd. He has a really caring heart and can be really sweet. He's really creative. He taught me a lot even though he may not realise he had. He always tried to make me feel better when i was feeling down. I can really be myself when it comes to him. I can argue with him and be mad at him because he is so close to me. Behind all those "im mad at you" s are lots of love ok? =) I wish i could make all his troubles dissapear .. even if it is only for one day.. He isnt just another guy out there.. he is a really special guy out there! and he deserves a really happy birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAGNAROK

may all your wishes and dreams, hopes and aspires really come true.

from me to you =)

Give Unto Me - Evanescence

I've been watching you from a distance

The distance sees through your disguise

All I want from you is your hurting

I want to heal you

I want to save you from the dark

Give unto me your troubles

I'll endure your suffering

Place onto me your burden

I'll drink your deadly poison

Why should I care if they hurt you

Somehow it matters more to me

Than if I were hurting myself

Save you (save you)

I'll save you

Give unto me your troubles

I'll endure your suffering

Place onto me your burden

I'll drink your deadly poison

Fear not the flame of my love's candle

Let it be the sun in your world of darkness

Give unto me all that frightens you

I'll have your nightmares for you

If you sleep soundly

Give unto me your troubles

I'll endure your suffering

Place onto me your burden

I'll drink your deadly poison

Fear not the flame of my love's candle

Let it be the sun in your world of darkness

Give unto me all that frightens you

I'll have your nightmares for you

If you sleep soundly

Fear not the flame of my love's candle

Let it be the sun in your world of darkness

hope this made you smile

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY *smile!*

2007-07-25T14:47:00.000+05:00

yeeeeeeeeeeeaaah! the reports are given. today morning. and mine just sucked i tell u SUCKED like real big time!! -_- and this breaks my whole records of the lowest marks ever! i hate exams and reports. they just make you feel.. i dont know..weird ?! and im not gonna mourn abt the fact that i didnt get better marks and all =/ but then it just freagin sucks!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh! i HATE HATE maths -.- and i hate examititus [ kooki nows what it is ]

O-K ill try to get better marks next time *snif* i feeel guilty for not gettin better marks! it's like as if im letting everybody down or something. great it just sucks which is why i will not let it happen again. yeah.

and the other suckerish thing is the school reopens in the 5th! damn! that is such a short time u know?? i want longer holidays!! we need a longer period of time than that to get over the fact that we didnt get good marks or for those lucky ppl like hana who managed to get HONOURLISTED during this really tough exam , time to dwell on their happiness for reaching their targets or to just be happy abt the fact that they have better marks or somthin.

and yeah unjum, maybe i should also take tutions from hana dho , see how u improved by doing that and the plus point is u dont even have to pay. ha! *yay* and to un-jum thanks girl^^ and yeh nxt tym dho dhen .. good for u that u got better marks =D
anyhow, our class still got third place. so its yayyy!
also yay ihu got a commended report. congrats ihutte =D and get well soon =P
and yeah happy anniversary iyya and her guy! ^^ hope u guys make it through everything and stay together forever! =D

and today i wanted coke so mom bought this huge bottle from the shop and as i was abt to put it inside the refrigerator the damn thing fell on my leg!! aaaaarrrgh! that hurts u know? =/ and i was like, im sure i broke a bone! then mom came to see it and she said a bone wasnt broken it just got scraped ='S and it hurted like soooo much! and i limped around for a while. but it aint that bad now. *smilies*

and i hate people threatening me! and this is serious! i have my freedom to talk to who ever i damn please! you cant go around ordering me to talk to you and if you anyhow think itll work, i tell u it wont! it'll just make me hate you more than i already do! i hate MSN! >< .. okay maybe not.. but it really sucks because of some weird wackos out of their pathetic minds [ that is if they have one ]

more coming up later. have to go have lunch now ^^ tc y'all

2007-07-24T15:09:00.000+05:00

its tuesday the 24th!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IYYAA!

have a great brthday gurl ^^ may all your wishes and dreams come true =D you rock girl! and i beat everyone else in class to wish you excluding maxi!! [ darn what should i do to win over her anyway? -.- lol ]

and hana .. what problem do u have with the word "lol" its completely harmless!! =P but since it gets on your nerves .. heres something for you .. LOL and a lol and LoL and lolololol and LOL! and lOl and lol .. aah well enough gettin on your nerves here ..ill disturb you later *angelic smile*

i fell sleeepy >.<

and now im readin this book because i was gettin so bored and its kinda interestin actually .. i got it like three years ago but never bothered reading it because it was too large and looked boring -.- but then i read it and it isnt thaat boring even though it seems never ending O.o

the whole thing is about some homicide killings and the cops trying to find out who and the killer seems to be killing people the same exact way that people are killed in a game which isnt yet released , but they have put a testing of that game online .. and something like that ..

and guess what? i think something really bad is going to happen to me =O u know i love my life..even though its hard sometimes but really its worth it i think ^^ anyways .. and umm something and something else and some thing and something and im bored -.-

have a good day everyone

2007-07-23T14:34:00.000+05:00

i know i shouldnt let this get to me .. but it cannot be helped. i wonder why people cannot mind there own business? and they should think before they believe what other people says .. and i dont knw =/ the thing is i dont know why i even bothered blogging about it! i should just probably forget abt it and act as though it doesnt even bother me.. but then it does.. it bothers me that somebody out there who doesnt even know me gets away with doing all those everything that person has done due to lord knows what reason and if that didnt make any sense to you i dont really care.. and i dont even know the reason im bloggin maybe just for the sake of updating.

and the thing about i just forgot abt you when you appear again and make everything miserable is happening here again.

oh and i wanted to blog abt 26th even

i understand that everyone is oh-so-happy and jovial abt it but that is no reason to spoil other peoples beauty sleep -.-

i mean the people in the skool near my house practises all over town at nearly 7 am in the morning during the weekened!! after all this place is so huge cannot you go and practise at an isolated place rather than at the doorstep of my house? that is so annoying! and also at such unearthly hours in the weekend! damn it! >.>

so during this particular weekend these people had awoken me so early and i was feeling sleepy all day and i was complaining abt it to a frend of mine about it.

and then yesterday the same frend told me that she was also disturbed from sleep by some bandsmen of some skool and dhen the other night her boyfrend couldnt sleep because these ppl were practising in the dhandu reygandu gadee ga! -_- these are only some ppl imagine how many others are disturbed. well i dont mind ibbe or someone playing drums at the middle of the night that is another story ^-^ ..oh well

i just love this song im listening to now *sighs* ^^

have a good day peoples

im starving >.<

2007-07-22T15:13:00.000+05:00

hye ^^ this is my 96th post.. im gonna reach my 100th sooooooooooonn *claps* yay!

ok i dont know how long i actually have just sat here wondering what exactly it is that i want to write .. there is something that i want to write but i do not know where to begin or how to begin its just so many things going on inside of me and i cannot just word it out.

its such a blur of confusions.. sometimes i feel like i can finally understand but then again understand what? nothing makes sense.. yeah nothing does .. nothing will ever make sense either..

lying is such a bad thing yeah... when u lie abt something you just go on lyin over and over again to cover those lies .. and you'd never be able to trust someone whose lied to you , no matter how small a lie they may have told .. you could never trust a liar, and i dont like people who lies and i want them to know that they didnt have to lie.. could have told me just what the truth was and then maybe it wouldnt have been this bad.. but guess what watever ... i dont really care now .. it doesnt just matter anymore ..

its been so long .. too long but still it lasts ..

..because even though she cant say his name anymore, and just because she never talks about him, doesnt mean he isn't always on her mind, and even though he's not here anymore, doesn't change the fact that he's still locked up in her heart, and even though it's been all this time he still managing to tear her apart ..

2007-07-20T18:04:00.000+05:00

Im back to bloggin you all =D

yay! heheh.. and before i say anything at all i want to say

HAPPY BRTHDAYY RIPH [13.07.07], THAPPI [14.07.07 ] AND CIMAAANN [14.07.07 ] ^^
im soooooooooooooo sorrr for wishin you guys late on my blog but here it is anywayy

riph- haaaaaappyyy brthday gurl *hugs* now your fifteeeen .. yay ! ehehe., and from today on wards its like a whole new begining for you .. u can be more responsible and do all those things you wanted to do and live your dreams do watever it takes you to do that and dont loose hope ever! when everything is going like shukerishly horrible still have hope and never stop trying ok? and most importantly im aaaaaaaaaaalways there for you never ever think your all alone.. BFF *hugs*

thappi[ikkooo]- haappy brthday to you as well thappikoooo [=P] heheh .. be everything you want to be .. never let anyone ever make you doubt what you belive in and yes be yourself..all the time! never everr change for anyone.. if they want you .. they get you as you are yeah ? =D .. and yeah .. do try to get out of dreamyyyyyy world for sometime atleast =P ehe anw, i hope things work out well for you . frends for eterrnityy and happy brthdayy againn *hugs*

ciman- haaaappyyy brthdayyyyyyyyy!! *hugs* your already so perfect all i want to tell you is never change the way you are .. u really rock the way you are! and i hope you achieve all your dreams and goals and become reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaallyyy and i mean really successful in life and i hope all ALL ALL good things happen to you .. u deserve it ^^ .. and that youll always be happy and never ever be sad =D happy brthdayyyy

ok thats done now =D
and ppls my marks are so totally horrendusly stupidly freaginly horrible =\ hate it .. i mean i studied even but then again i dont know what happened =( and in the first place when i was doing it also i knew itll suck and it did as it should =S and i just know math and econ results are gonna suck like sooo muuuch .. damn i think im goin to get my first ever B report this time = that is veryyy veryyy bad .. damn haaaaaaaaaaaaate thissssss!! :( sucks soo much.. uh figures why im getting a B report this time.. im getting a Beee report because of some busy bee buzzing around lol [=P]

okey so going on to other things which doesnt suck that much the holidays are heeeeeeeeeeeeereee! yayy!!

also iv been sick for the past week ; in the sense the exam week .. it was horrible i swear.. but im better now.. it was like as if everything came at once.. the horrible exams and sicknesss .. heheh i mean seriously

can you lose control when you can’t scream?
can you lose your temper, but keep your hands neatly on your lap?
can you cry without a thought in your head?
can you stare and not be able to move? ....

2007-06-29T22:39:00.001+05:00

manson you are soooo evil!! ! you will not do anything ! you will stay right where you are! you are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo not going to do any of that which you say you willl.... fine???? come on! you wont do that yeah ????

2007-06-29T22:12:00.000+05:00

alright people!

HAPPY BRTHDAY MAXII!! you rock, you rule thunderrrdogggg ^^ wheeeeee!! have a realy fantastic time, im sorry i missed your treat and im feeling very very depressed about it! you all have a fantastic time without me , i m sorry i couldn go ..its a loooooooong story =(

and i dont feel like blogging, im not very commiunicative at the moment .. sorry

2007-06-21T23:47:00.000+05:00

CANDIE! ALL YOUR DP'S ARE VERY VERY NICE! PUT ANY YOU LIKE!!! [=P] now since you found a font display pictures fehteeedho =P anw...put any, they all suit you =D ..honestly. goodnights ppls

manshiieeee so busy now yeah? =P

2007-06-21T21:05:00.000+05:00

hey you all people ^^,

tonights a very very rainy night, well the weeks been rainy all along..

and guess what? gosts do exist!! they are so ttly real! and it aint no crappy shit! i heard it my self ! honestly there are haunted rooms ., haunted houses, and haunted beds! =P well really..theres a haunted bed in our museum! honestly! we went on a class trip to the place and we heard it walking it was so damn creepy! the room looked very scary =/ and also i saw a sword =D a really neat huge one! and there were elephants in male' before!! [ ok i didnt know that before! ] and it was funn =D and i saw teh moonstones [ aparently they did go to moon it seems, though i refused to believe so before..but now..well who knows? and more importantly who cares? =P ] and i saw these cloths they wore back then and the all these royal thingies and ..yeah its beeen AGES since iv been to the museum, so all these things are soo interestin to me =P and i got loads a more information abt the past of maldives [ teehehehe =P ]

umm.. watelse ..classes are boring and fun at the same time.. and candy!! stop testin the FONTS!! i mean really!! all the fonts suit you! take anyone but please stop testin the fonts!!! =P hehheeh!

aww candy so sweeeet! thankyooou candiieee =D

yyay ula and thappi u guys are the bestest tooo ^^ !! and im writing about you twwooo! and you can read what im writing too ..but seriously you guys are really honeslty greatt ..ula with baseer ge pen and thappi in her dreamy world =D

oh yeah! today .. in class thappi brought roanu to do our dhivehi project and dhen somehow, iyya and ula got hold of it =P and what they both did was tie anusha to the chair, iyya tied her hands and ula tied her to the chair =P aaaannnd dhen ... two supervisors came along and they saw anusha and they didnt even think it was funny [ but we were all laughin ] and they tooook the roanu from us ! nnnooooooooooooo!!! and dhen because of that thappi got mad at ula and them , after all it was her beloved roanu =P heheh , and even when we told tht we brought it to do the dhiv project they still toook it *sniff sniff* i mean hello its pretty obvious we werent tryin to suicide or sumthin *eyerolls* and then thappi was mad because they took the roanu ..so axko and anusha went durin break to get it , actually one supervisor was goood , she gave us back the roanu even but the other one was god damn BB! honestly we all HATE her!!! and in the end thappi forgot to be angry =D *yay* so in the end we spilled all the sand i brought on to the floor and made a huge messs! wheeeeeeeeee! =D yay

I WANT MY OWN GUITAR.. LIKE RIGHT NOWW!!! [hmp]
there is no watsoever reason for me to not have it!! dont woryy ula..we will get it one day *snif snif*

and reembeee, goooooooooooooodluck for your exams! do well! study well! =D i missss you twiny!

2007-06-16T17:35:00.000+05:00

hey all .. my hand hurts like hell!!! iv to do all the TT work now..neeed to complete em before parent teacher meeting, damn my haaaaannnd! these are tt work of since the begining of this year [hmp] my hand *snif snif* i hate parabola curves or watever they are caleed i hate maths! i hate it i swera i hate curves and graphs and everything about maths ...talk abt torture?

2007-06-14T22:42:00.000+05:00

hey all ^^

loooong time yeah ? was really very busy and then didnt feel like blogging but im back again *yayyy* =D ok so bloggin begins =D

first the concert was really really awsome! i had so much fun throughout. it was a good experience for me ^^ and also i had got so attached to everything that it felt really bad when everything finished , but watever, everything ends sooner or later.. but the good part was i had fun all along =D so yayy! hehe, anw, moving on then there was the invention of BB club [=P] .. hunty is the founder, president , leader etc etc of the club, she founded it *clap clap*

and then there are the other who are in the top position..chairperson and secretary and etc and yeahh i am a office bear! wheeeeee! =P heheh =D all hail the BB club [^^]

and talk about lucky ppl., ula was sayin she wanted a pen drive for brthday a few days ago and then tada she finds one on the street! and its as good as new! honestly talk abt lucky ppl ..teeheeheehe,, poor person who lost it..he mite be trying to find it this very minute awso ..but honestly who caress?? lol

anw, goooooodnite for now.. blog more latersszz , take care everyone ^^,

2007-06-07T21:39:00.000+05:00

...The beautiful lies you tell

To keep me safe from the truth

The beautiful lies you've told

Just so that I wouldn't break

So many beautiful lies…

That I know not left from right

Or up from down

Mixed up in this crazy world

That you've fabricated for me

To keep me safe from the pain of reality

Dragging me down, while lifting me up

Everyone pulling in so many directions

That I've become numb

To the life around me

Your voice, their voices

Drowning out that of my own

Please keep feeding me those

So beautiful lies

So that I won’t have to choke

On the tears of a broken heart...

2007-05-11T15:39:00.000+05:00

this music is my past my present my future

first of all ..

HAPPY BELATED BRTHDAY HUDHIIII ^^ [ her birthday was on the 4th of this month =) i forgot to include in the post but anw, happy belated brthdae to you!

HAPPY BELATED BRTHDAY SHAUFAAA! [ her brthday was 5th i didnt get online so cudnt blog abt it. but anw [lol] happyyy brthdayy gurll , u rock stay the same and friends forr everrrr ^^ ]

dhenn..

HAPPYYY BRTHDAY REEMEEE!! AND YASSSS!! [hugsss] both of their brthdays are tmrw., i wont be gettin online tomorow since ill be home away all day ., i mite meet yas tmrw though., but this is for ree who i think i wont be able to meet tmrw ..

ree- happy brthdayyyyyy nut twinyy!! your fifteen too!! so now your a big nut twiny! yay! [hug] have a greatt time sis, many many happy returns on becoming fifteen, youv got a loong way to go =) bestfriends for never ending eternity.. take care! miss youu loads and loadss ..sayy hi to bonji from me^^ and have a fantastic birthday! =D hugs ]

this week has been loads and loadsss of fun! and yeah painful too -.- since durin the beginin of the week i wasn able to move around without limping or flinching -_- because umm..uh.. iv been moving around a lot! lol .. oh well half of the class was goin through the same thing so it was ok. and yeah that reminds me ..

CONGRATULATIONS THAPPIII!!! on gettin your class representative badge =D yay!

moving on ..when i was able to walk without limping i had to get a cold -.- and a sore throat., yeah so now i have a cold .. but minus all that its beeen almost greaaatttt weeek for me

and yeah sorry maxiiiiii! ^^ i wont pick on you anymore ..umm sometimes i will ..oh well =P

and suddenly i feel like doin something different =D

ok dhen . good bye evryone

and are there any such things as questions that can be left unanswered or questions without answers?..hmm.. watever. i dont really care

..truth..mistakes..thoughts..loser..fighter..last breath..

2007-05-03T23:16:00.000+05:00

hello =)

alright finally update =D heheh

before anythin else happy brthday rifdhan [riph ge kokko ^^]

ok and yeah maxi is scared of thunder!! and theres no denying to that maxi so sorry =D yay ! she is the ...... THUNDER DOG!!!! [dont ask me =D ] she made it herself . =P heheh and yeah confession of maxi that she absolutely lurrrvvvessss pink colour =D neat eh ? =P [ pst maxi , aint i the swweeeetest frend on earth ., say i am! ]

and at skool today we were all going mad and our madness resulted in a wolf-dog-cat-mouse thingy its all really funny ., actually axko is the wolf .. okey i dunt exactly remember how she became the wolf but anyhow shes the wolf!! and ofcourse maxi is the "dog" [ u said it yourselffffff] and im the cat =$ ..dont ask me! i dont know how i became the cat either.. [ but in defence of myself ; cats are this really cute animals.. really adorable and blah blah ] ..so its like the wolf chases the dog and the dog chases the cat ie me and i said i wanted to chase someone too!! and tadaaa riph became the mouse even though she wasn even there! haha ! so thats it now we have a wolf, dog, cat and a mouse =D yayy ! =D damn silly and stupid alright but really its fun =P

also maxi is makin a blog! yayyy !!! i tell you!, you all MUST visit it when its done, i assure you that realy fabulouse stuff wud be there =D and we were thinkin of a url for her bloggie and i came up with the url that suits her most -> the.galhi.blogspot.com [KIDDING!] =P hehe we came up with loads and she came up with the one she made and now her bloggie is under construction , it might have a PINK background colour since maxi is ever so much in love with the colour! =) haha !

also, wheres my fake boyfrend? =/ wherreee arrrrrreeeee yooouuuuuu ???

and reeeemmmmyyyyy, im hereeee rymbeeee!! =) yeah bee, we make everywhere we go crazy dho reee =) and bee ppl sleep at four ? i mean bee's =P hahah all some bee's ever do is sleep and sleeep and sleep, sleep when yr talkin to other bee's even =P haha, bee talk now =D

oh yeah and guess what? we were supposed to go on a trip this weekend! =/ and due to some reason it was CANCELLLED! argh damnnn !! horrible i was soooo darn lookin forward for it ! =( suckerrrrriiiiiissshhhhness ohwell anw, i still want to go one that trip -.- but cant be helped!

pst to evreyone the reason why maxi is supposed to get all annoyed when i say she lurrves pink is cus she hates the colour but for some unknown weird reason she said she loves it today not said she wrote that on a paper with bright pink colour , and i dont need to add, shaking hands =P

2007-04-27T18:23:00.000+05:00

hiii everyoneeee!! sooo long for weekends! so much planned up =) gonna be really very busy ..and want to study really hard this time ^^ hmm and yeah leg still hurts =S the medicine helps for a semi second =/ but really it dusnt matter i think im gettin used to it even =) and yeah the whether is great eh ? cus i dont like the terrible hot weather, but i like the sun ^^, yeah when it isnt soo hot =) anw, everyone was all so happy for the rainy season and yeah maxi is scared of the thunder!!! blllll !! hahahah ! =P yeah and the story u told was frightenin alright =/ hmm and what else? umm yeah nvm =)

2007-04-26T22:11:00.000+05:00

yayy bloggin =P hahah! thappii gotcha bacckkk wheeee!! and its still not done , yr gonna be the next leader too just you watch but anw, congratulationnnssss =D

2007-04-20T23:44:00.000+05:00

Teenage Years

Big dreams

Stupid fights

Sleepy days

Endless nights

Broken hearts

Mascara tears

Cell phone bills

Report card fears

Clothes too tight

Shoes so high

Out past curfew

Another lie

Eyeshadow color

Midnight black

Lip gloss flavor

Cherry Attack

Belts with stars

Boys with [s]cars

Just a taste of teenage years

When even your biggest problems

Are too small for tears !

2007-04-20T23:12:00.000+05:00

omg omg , guess what? sch reopens in three days or sumthing! noooooo! this is soooo bad! why cannot we have longerrrr holidays? damn unfair -.- i want the holidays to be extentended reaaalllyy long! this is bad! very bad! i feel like its 7:00 in the night now, why is it 11 sumthin now? its supposed to be SEVEN!! whats honestly wrong with me? heheh nothings wrong with me somethings wrong with everything else

[sorry, are we alright?]

2007-04-19T17:43:00.000+05:00

hmm, i dont feel like doing anything =S feeling so incomplete and dissatisfied, .. i want to feel awkard abt this situation every second of it while it lasts, because i dont want to miss this when its gone, i still dont feel like doing anything -.-

nothing feels right., everyone seems to be changing ., wouldn it be just so nice if ppl and things stayed the same way they have always been? not changing within a blink of eye? wouldnt it even be nicer if ppl really meant what they say ?

the ppl who i wanted to meet up with most are now those ppl i want to avoid =S

everything is so messed up, wish.you.were.here

Trying hard to reach out

But when I tried to speak out

Felt like no one could hear me

2007-04-17T20:03:00.000+05:00

Hello,

My second post for today =) Even though i have no idea watsoever to write about =/ Today is a very weird day. In a not a very good way.

There are so many things I wish I could tell you, but I can't. I'm not sure if you would ever understand because I don't understand half of it. I want to be with you so bad, but I'm so afraid of getting hurt and because of that, I end up getting hurt more. I can sit here and say that I don't care about you and that I'm not going to let you hurt me, and just by saying that I know that you can and have. It’s not your fault, it never is. Its me.

2007-04-17T16:43:00.000+05:00

hello ^^

i joined the IMVU thingy it was fun chattin wif the ppl there

hmm blog more later

It shouldn't hurt me to be free

It's what I really need

To pull myself together

But if it's so good being free

Would you mind telling me

Why I don't know what to do with myself

2007-04-16T19:30:00.000+05:00

it rained today yes it did =D i think it's still raining...

im still decideing whether im bored or not =/ aah well do nuthin and become not bored? i never knew we could be that anw, i guess i aint that bored even =D

it feels nice and i feel happy like a huge burden or sumthin has been taken off me ..like i can breath freely again.. like im free and can do watever i want without thinking abt wat others will say because i so dont care anymore.. its a very good feeling =)

i am currently talkin with i have no idea who and this person is FUN! we are playin a game and the bestest part is that i am winning! 4/1 and the person claims that he is very good in this game , its fun =)

[ I'm gonna be me, no matter who i'm around ]

this is made by deedee , this is one of another scribbles in my notebook [ wth some effects =) ]

and btwn maxi one day im gonna post that pic too ^^ because u tried to tear it.. hmp! teeheehee =D yeah the bright future princess thingy =) i still have it some where!

mo bloggin laters

2007-04-15T20:16:00.000+05:00

sooooo..i went to this doctor

honestly i HATE HATE hospitals =S really and guess what happened at the doctor today ? when i told the doctor what was happening then she was looking at me in a really weird way like she wasnt believin what i was sayin.. [ horrible person ] and then she said that it wasnt a "typical" case and she couldn understand what was wrong , like she thought it was well madeup story or sumthin which really made me mad then she started joking and being all goofy but i was still mad at her [hmp] she told me to stay away from the comp and dhen said again that i shudnt exactly be away from computer too and laughed at her own joke and gave some medicine told that it was nuthin..- hello!!?? nothing? i mean i wasnt able to walk properly for like about weeks and she says nth wrong wif yr leg honey =S that so doesnt make sense dho? anyways ebough about doctors for one night =D

okies reemy, skool started fr you eh ? study well sis and get GOOD results, keep in touch twiny thru all these ways =) ill miss chattin wif you everyday but still we'll keep in touch however way! and yeah i will talk to the copy cat about being a copy cat! but the problem is i dont meet copycat now, yeah pinky! stop being a copy cat ! dont call me that name! find your own original name to call me if you want to call me a name =D

aww and kookie is really a super great intelligent salhi kookie! honestly ^^ forever together =D yayy !! ill see you soooooooon =D happy happy happy happy haapppyyy yayyy !! =D

okies deedee got a new phone tday .whee!! i cheaked to see whether there was a neat phone..btwn pinky i searche for the brand you have but aparenty they didnt =( if they did i cud have bought it fr you and took yr phone but there wasnt any , baaaaad luck pinkiieee

okies then enuf bloggin fr tdae! good night you all wonderful ppls .. sleep tight!

2007-04-14T12:55:00.000+05:00

i am ill =(

remember the leg i told you about? aparently it got worser, now my whole body aches =S all i want to do is sleeeep yeah sleeep =/ and i have to go to the doctor now and have to take those freegin blood tests and blah blah blaaah! arrgh horrible =(

anw, byee

[ im living for the only thing i know ]

2007-04-12T12:29:00.000+05:00

heyy!

today i have bad news and good news to you! =)

ill start wif the good news , that is i got a COMMENDED!! yayyy!!! ok i have done worser compared to last time but then again i thought i was gonna get this pathetic B report!! and m soo happy that i got a commended!! yayyyyy !!! =D but also note today i got my first ever C grade in a subject =/ yeah i got a freegin C grade in dhivehi..darrrnnn i got it from 64 marks.. one teeny mark and ill get a B =S whyyyy??? but NVM! i get a commended *yayyy*

also our class got second place!! yayyy we rock !! hahah!! whee!! =P

and going to the bad news... i have to cut my nails!! YES! i mean they were absolutely longish and nicee .. i bet its somebodies evil eye..ugh maxi u were tlkin abt evil eye's tdae eh? and you also mentioned my nails !! aha!! =/ *gives maxi the suspecious look*

so today offically its HOLIDAYSS!!! yayyyyy!!

stupid kookie stupid kookie stupid kookie stupid kookie stupid kookie stupid kookie stupid kookie stupid kookie stupid kookie !! haha i just like callin you stupid =D no i LOVE callin you stupid =DD

but we all know yr not stupid! you'r the super kookie wif super powerss !! hahah!! =D

kaiis blog moree lattersss ^^,

2007-04-11T15:03:00.000+05:00

goood morning everyone! tomorow is the day! =/ i manged to forget it too! aah last night the top ten awardin thwingy was there ^^, i didnt kno they aired it on television but they did, and when candy told me it was already too late =/ anyways i did get to see the frst place and second place =) congratulations to you all ppls who got the top ten thwingies! *claps*

ok since im having nothing watsoever to blog about u can guess i am bored!! yes bored to the extreamest anyone could be bored.. ...

why do i always have to forget my passworrdd?? thats sooo unfair!! -.-

i mean i spent so much tym downloadin it and now i forget my passwrd and i cannot use it!! aint fair right??

and thappi!! i aint payin you anythin either!! not 30 not 60 not 100 or 1000

[if i get my hands on any amount close by and i can spend it however way i want to ..what makes u think im about to be so generous and gv it to u guys? =P ill probably spend it on myself!! hahaha !! selfish aint i =D ]

uhh k buh byee's ppls

and im really sorry ^^, please dont be mad ok?

2007-04-10T21:45:00.000+05:00

what did i do today??! practically NOTHING!! i just laid arnd the house and got online a couple of time didnt chat much either and listened to music!! rockinnn!! =P haha wateva *rolls eye*

anyways iv been listenin to this song today a lott heres the lyrics its nice

i tried to kill the pain

but only brought more

i lay dying

and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming

am i too lost to be saved

am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet return to me salvation

do you remember me

lost for so long

will you be on the other side

or will you forget me

i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming

am i too lost to be saved

am i too lost? ...

umm i dont know what to do ... errrr ..this is borin me =S omg!

awlso to maxi- haha !! i beat you i beat you hahah!! bllll!! and i aint gonna pay $30 fr any thing i said!! haha =P

thinkin abt it .. i shud end this post eh ?

i do not know the reason why i even botherd abt you, i cannot think why i wasted so much time on you. you do not deserve it.

2007-04-10T15:01:00.000+05:00

tdae im gonna blog abt some one ^^,

its about my bro ! =D i met this bro of mine online infact i met him thru bloggin!! yeash yeash im talkin abt the one and only sinningslave, =D my bro ^_^

my bro is a nice guy , he is great, super nice and friendly and basically a perrrrfeect brother forr me ^^, and he is such a great bro becus iv always wanted to have a bro but never actually had one and now becus of him i have some one who is like a bro !! so yayyy!!

here's to u; the bestest bro in the world, watever may happen i know yr kool and nice! and yr a totally rokin bro and im proud of ya! stay the same foreverr! dont let anyone make u feel sad, dont let them bother you, yr great, just be you! and remember i'll always look up to u.

and thanks fr the post =)

yu rule biiiiiigg time!!

ok all fr now , blog more laters ..

2007-04-09T13:03:00.000+05:00

hello!

i said yesterday was pathetic? good thing today is NOTHING like that ^^,

bee! i am SOOOO insulted! i kno u were yawnin[ not laughin] tho it sounded very much like u were laughin when u were yawnin! but.. BUT.. i was soo boring that i bored you to sleep? -.- very bad bee! now off u go to aussie! and get your self locked up in a jail! and i promise u that the koala bears wont save u because they are on my side now! and yeah u cannot fly even =D

and raganrok, thanks! thankyou for tryin to make my pathetic day better =D it helped!! ^^, yayyyyyyyyy!! and yeah! im mad at you! im not talkin to you! -.- and i am tlkin to you!! whats goin on and now im again not tlkin to you and if you dont keep quite ill tell that secret to that someone *laughs*

and reee! yeah v are craazzeeyyy [ bee style] i am crazzyy, u are crazzyy and kookie is crazzyy ^^, and everyone is crazzyyy !! =D being crazy is good =) and the inc corp and tinky winky *mysterious laugh* ^^,

and choppalhey! stwwop disturbin me will yah?

okies bye bye fr now everyone

satisfied from within ^^

2007-04-08T23:15:00.000+05:00

hello world i have a pain in my leg which makes it imposible to walk =/ i dunt kno how i managed to walk today because now im practically limping! *horrified*

and here is the correct one
The same girl who laughs and talks a lot and seems very happy is also the girl who may cry herself to sleep... =D

gee look at this! its kinda funny =S

Someday your prince charming will come. Mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions.

stubborn prince charming!! lol *giggles*

silly bee! i am not fitting in to any box! =.= no can do! and yeah! u will be in jail there for eternity and ur army of koala bears arnt goin to protect you u buzzing busy bee!also i cut yr teeny weeny wings so u cannot fly! muahahah! aint i a evil tiny bee? ^^, ha there! =D

ok i end this post with today is a pathetic day and this has nothing watsoever to do with my results

goodnight everyone

2007-04-08T18:14:00.000+05:00

hello guyyss

got all my results. its ok i guess =) not ok ok tho but wateverrrrr =P

i found somethin that was really nice when i was goin thru maxi's notebook [ i hav this weird habit of going thru ppl's notebook =S ] anyway aparently it seems she made it her self it goes sumwn like
the gurl who smiles a lot and is so cheerful might be the same gurl who cries her self to sleep

that isnt exactly word to word as it was written there but it said summin like that

nice isnt it? and its kind of the truth too dho?

cus that girl is always smilies doesnt mean that she doesnt have a stinkin worry in her life ..but anyways

umm.. err... forgot =

it takes me forever just to write a post now! sooo shuckerish!

and reemy ! i know i am CRAZYY!! eheh ^^, and guess what? im goina turn u into a crazy twin too!! muahahaha!! so we will be known as the crazy ppl !! ahaha ! whee nice!

what i want now is a rag doll [ inspired by deedee =P ] yeah a rag doll ! like this one

errrr.. =P ehehe

ok finals i have nothhhing to blog abt today =S

hopefully ill write more tomorow

awwwwmmiigoshhh!! CONGRATS YAS!! you go gurll!! keep on rockin!! im so happy fr you ^^,

heheh

ok gone!

2007-04-06T00:30:00.000+05:00

i feel HORRIBLE =( i got my pathetic results!! dont ask me how it was,. ill only tell u its sucked!! but i did study for it so much! and u ppl kno it! i studied well dho dho?? i mean honestly! everyone thought i was joking whn i told em my results!! i mean really! but u kno the good news guyss?? i didnt get a D in maths !! yayyy celebrating timee!! and the bad part is i got a B and i never get B in maths = o well anyways they showed the difficult papers today so maybe the other papers might not exactly be horendus.,

REASONS WHY I COULDNT GET GOOD RESULTS

-> the teachers didnt do quite and "excellent" job explainin the lessons :eyerolls: [any teacher who reads this , pls dont hate me ok ? =P]

-> they had the exams at such an unsual time!!

-> i was sleepy when i wrote the exams, therefore sleepiness resulted in me forgeting watever i studied.

-> at home im too slepy to study since they decided to wake me up at that weird time to do the exams

-> the person who made the exam paper is too brainy!!

ha there! btwn they refer to sch ppl ok?

also another thing it rained today! yayy it rained todayy! hahah ! =P

and today is a memorable day because somebody encounterd my name sharing twin who is evil and 4 years older then me eheheh ohmigosh and my fake boyfrend came to the rescuee!! wheee!! yayy gooo fake boyfrend!! and he rescued everyone from the evil twin who copied my name ^^,

and i have some how run out of things to say! wanted to write this looong post but another time maybe.

goodnight ppl

2007-04-04T17:06:00.000+05:00

exams are finally overrr yayy !! XD and i cannot remember what to write =S brainwashed!! arrrrrghhh !! no no! i dunt want to forget wat i was goin to write ! and yeah, ok fine the tongue twister was easy ok? =P heheh , anyways it was hard when u tried it in the first go yea? heheh

i like the lyrics of this song for some lord knows what reason and even the song is nice ., oh well here goes =D

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything seems like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know your alive ..

nice yeah i have done some editing here and there on the blog and it took me all day just to do that ?

does it ever happen to you tht uv got loads of things to do and u dont know where to begin? i feel like that right now =

where do i begin?? arrgh horribleness ! ><

and riph got a new phone -.- it is very very veryyy cute and nice!! awww it was so CUTE!! yesh! i want a Iphone! lol!

You don't remember my name I don't really care

You know you're not the only one that never understood this life.

aww ree! best friends for life!! she isnt just a best fren she is like a sister to me =D she's my nut twiny! yayyy !! she is one persn in this world who i could really really count on! and mind you when she starts teasin she doesnt stop ><>

sis, blv in yr dreams, dunt care for what other ppl's say live your life the way you want to live it, follow your own starts and love unconditionally!

k bye everyone blog more later

2007-03-30T00:45:00.000+05:00

isnt long yeah ? jus one week..O.K m online!! O.N.L.I.N.E!! yayyyy!! thappi and inern , here's a new post ^^, also imma thwaannkyoooou!! tlkn abt exams tday was horrible! = i kno ill fail in maths!! i just kno it!! i mean i skipped thousnds of qstions [ o vl, not thsnds maybe but many! ] on the whole there wasnt enuf time! so i announce dont expect me to get anythin above a D in maths ! [ i hate the weird subject so freegin much! ] so tday i came home and SLEPT! and slept and slept and woke up arn 7 o summn, n i stl feel sleepy! =O i mean honestly i hate goin to skul early mornin,.. i mean gettin up at 5?! wht an unearthly hour to wake ppl up -.- i mean im sure tht maldvs is da only freegin place where ppl has to wake up that darn early! i mean sch starts at 7? why cannot they make it 8 o 9? ppl needs sleep ok? :eyerolls: i cannot imagine next year!! ill hav to wake up early EVERYDAY?!! nw its only fr a week o so , imagine my condition whn its everyday !! irritatin me to the downrightest point of irritation!! wht wll i do whn i hav to wake up early everydsay??! grrr!! ok well befr in primary it usd to be early mornin all da tym bt these days, sleepin late has spoiled me! but still its so UNFAIR!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgh!! iv been sleepn almost each afternoon ths week fr like 30 mins mind you! i had to "study" bleh bleh pffft!! and i stayd up even , last night to stdy fr that freegin maths! bt it's still difficult! damn! I HATE MATHS! anw , tmrw's fridayy wheee!! i didn even touch a book tday i DESERVE rest! waht say? =P heheh

also, ragnarok managed to actually read the tongue twister =O

2007-03-22T20:25:00.000+05:00

heyyyy!!

this will be my last post for like a month =/ but then after tht i wud be online twnty-four hours =D

and yeah guess wht guys ? we made our very own tongue twister . we as in me , axko, iyya and maxi .. ok here goes

love.da.gurl.or.hate.da.gurl.da.gurl.will.be.da.gurl. frst we thought up of it as a email add., and then we were wondering how we wud tell some one the email add, so it wud be like : love dot the dot...and get the picture yweah? so dhen maxi decided she will become creative and changed it to : love.dot.da.dot.gurl.dot...so then we were tryin to pronounce it and dhen tada!! the tongue twister was invented try the tongue twister ppls., even the commerce teacher cudnt read id and went da dot dot dot blaah! lmao!! so here it is

love.dot.da.dot.gurl.dot.or.dot.hate.dot.da.dot.gurl.dot.da.dot.gurl.dot.will.

dot.be.dot.da.dot.gurl.dot[ and p.s when u read it read the " . " as dot too okies so ull be sayin somefink like ..love dot dot dot the dot dot dot gurl dot dot dot ...get it? i'll like to see u tryin to read our so unique tounge twister !! heheh

aanh!! salsa boy akee expo eyh? =O omg! bee bee ..pss pss the disadvantage of fallin fr twins!! heheh ..=P eyh thappi eyoh ingunee ehnun the unknown mystery person who is seen wth hunty ! this expo here! amihla yah adhi buny ves ,. pss pss! hehehe !! gosh ..hehehe , okies, well endin ths pst now, bye bye everyone fr noe, see you after a month o so , tk cr till dhen ..

EMMENEY!!

expo ge ves hitheh oveyoa!!! =O which is
steel coated and has a diamond armor casing inside!!

hahaha!!

2007-03-20T00:22:00.000+05:00

eyyh emmeney !! =D hello hello .

tmrw is a holiday yay !! eheheh

Your music is what carries you

To another place in time;

No one seems to understand,

It's the lyrics not the rhyme.

heheh, i forgot wat i was gna ryte ..so there..sum randomness

oh ryte ..guess wat guys??.. im da.....[drum rolls please =P] ....

VAMPIRE GURL! muahahah! fear me creatures! [ btwn i said fear me not laugh at me!! -.-] wll wtevr, fear me o laugh at me im still the vampire gurl fr all i care dhoa manson? ^^,

hehehehe!!

koookie ..koookie kookie where areee you? u owe me a black rose u remmber that kookie =D hehehe,

ohwell ..watelse du i ryte? ....errrmmm...oh yeah 5 more pathetic days fr the stupid stinking horrible exam! -.- which means i wont be able to get online fr like an eternity!!!! omg ! tht is a very very suckerish thing now! horibble horrible horrible HORRIBLE exams!! well anyways im gna say bye fr now, i HAVE to do a lot of work tmrw and i CANNOT be lazy , so tht might mean i wont even get ol tmrw, well anw, tk cr u all ppls =D and a very very gdnight t you all [ special gdnight to pinky , sleep tite!]

oh yeah the salsa boy!!

also i will NEVER trust strangers again =/ fr all i cr

2007-03-16T14:13:00.000+05:00

EVERYYONE! heyy !!
i had the bestest dayy yesterday
THANKYOUU EVERYONE ! =D for everyone who wished me at twelve and those ppl who wisshed later u guys are all so great =D love you alll sooo much and im ever so really greatful for u guys [giant big hug!]

heheh ..well..and yeah thappi .. some brthday present tht was ...im tellin you !! ur not goin anywhere on ur brthday !! im going to give u the BESTEST present in ETERNITY!! heheh ..but thankyou anyway !

kno wat ?? i am the PREFECT LEADER!! i mean me the leader!? yeah tht was the ever so great present this thappi was tlkin abt .. wheee !! hehehe ..so anyways i am the prefect leader of the afternoon ..!!! me the LEADER!! =O

and my fake boyfriend! how dare u forget my brthdayy !!! [hmp] some fake boyfriend u are ..well but if u are givin me two presents its ok =D [hugs] thanks u great fake boyfriend (Y) lol

2007-03-09T17:01:00.000+05:00

LIFE

as u see thru life

u will see that there is so much more tht we dunt understand

and the only thing we really know

is, things dont always go the way we planned..

hello every one =D

so right ,

i have nuthin is particular to blog about this is just a random post because i feel like i need to blog =P

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping

While my guitar gently weeps

I look at you all

Still my guitar gently weeps ..

well ..blog mo laterws.

2007-03-07T09:32:00.000+05:00

mornin everyone =D

iv done sum editin over here and there and now its better =P

i kno the

RECIPE FOR A MANSON!

you add the black in white pic ge hair and the face of the decayed pic and minus the decaying effect and dhen u get aaaaaa....MANSON!! yayyyy ! =P

hehehe , seee ppl i solvd the mths prblem .. * clap*

ok ok, iv to go now , blog more laters

n also i heard sumbody sing last nite =P heheh sshhhhh ! its a secreat ..heheh , k byee

2007-03-05T13:05:00.000+05:00

i hate being sick -.-

being sick means drinking weird bogus stuff , which makes me feel like throwin up.!

and im told not to eat anything solid becus it makes me throw up !!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh ..this is the worstest thing ever..but i get to miss skool.!! whch is sooooo kool! =D yayyyyyyy

whee!! this is fun .maybe i shud consider missin skool more? =P

2007-03-05T12:24:00.000+05:00

i didnt go to school today , because im sick =/

n blog mo laters

2007-03-03T20:32:00.000+05:00

HAPPY BRTHDAY NANNA! =D

i just figured tht many many brthdays come on march =D

hehehe.

and i found sumthin i did sumdays ago..i made it tht night and it was so pretty, it aint perfect but i loooveee it! =D but i lost it and now that iv found it im ever so happy !! yaaaaaaayyyy !!

heheh

When our time is up,

When our lives are done,

Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark,

This time.

Will we always say we tried.
Standing on the rooftops,

Everybody scream your heart out.

awwww.!! i have a test on everyday nxt weekkk!! aaaah thts a very horeeendus thing .! and mths !! maths ?! im sure i d stink in tht becus i dunt understnd ths inequality thingy at all .. horiible ! =/

IMY.. lost the touch ..again!? =/

SHOPPING!!

yeash!! i wan tu go shppin !! shop shop shop! shop

i wan to go abroad jus to shop ..male dusn hav nice enuff stuff..

i waaaaan to goo shooopppiiiinnn !! =(

anw, i be goin now

tata..see you all laters

2007-03-03T04:24:00.000+05:00

nuthings going well=/ iv changd my skin back ..ill change this back later again ..and its super silient now and super scary mind you ! hahahs anw, gd nite tu u all ppl .

2007-03-03T01:01:00.000+05:00

tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired TIRED! had a hell of a day today and m sooooo TIRED!

abt my hand..im havin a kinda plaster thingy on it now ..and its feelin beter noe .wheeee!! yeahhh.. n exams strt in march u kno ? so early! =/ hav to learn everything now .. nd the unt tests are all nxt week ..SCARRY!! .. lol

i hate NOISE! i dunt hate noise usually but right now i dunt like noise ..i want everything to be perfectly still and silient.! sighs

anyways today was basically an ok day , i had a good time tho i feel so much TIREDDD!

2007-03-02T01:39:00.000+05:00

hey summin is wrong with my hand =/

..it was right hand .. but still had to go to school.. cant type properly either .. oh i nearly forgot

HAPPY BRTHDAY HANA AND MUNA =D

they are twins u kno and there brtdhay is 29th feb ..salhi dhoa?

also HAPPY BRTHDAY ANUSHA .

frst march is her brthday as in today o more like yesterday ..its already 2nd march dho ..

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! my brthday is cumin too ..*giggles*

also i just discoverd tht there is a number u can call ..so nidhi can cum ..heheheh anyways goodnite evry one sweet dreams

2007-02-28T07:53:00.000+05:00

MY ROLEMODEL..

i came across this qstn whn i was fillin a memory book [ yh tht kinda book u all filled in at one point... the one with the list of qstoins tat draags on for light years...the kind in which u cud decorate as much as u want ..n also the kind which asks u stupd qstns like secret crush and your darkest deepest SECRET ,,i mean DUH! those are SECRETS dho ..and its reallly stpd to ask tht sorta qstns in a book like this which is most probably to be read by every one who fills it in ..so those are stupid qstns and the ppl who actally fill tht in are stupidER ...weeeell.i guess u all know exactly which book im talkin about dho ? ] so when i came across this particular qstn abt my so-called rolemodel ..i was like ? who on sweet earth is my rolemodel ?!? i mean i get inspired by sumthin tht a person dus and maybe inspired by sumthin an other person does..i mean u dunt have to exactly follow the exact same steps as one person dho ..show ur self unique dho =D..so role model is out of qstion .. i hav no role model =D i get inspired by different people ! =D

umm...my so-called cute boy ..heheheh ..cute boy reminds me of the guy with the cute guitar!! ahahah tht was fun ;D

also thnx ragnarok for wishin me and extreamly advanced brthday., thankkkyouuu [hug]

u kno wht ? im feelin really extreamly stupid these days for lord knows wht reason =S i mean i seriously du sumthin an at thet tym it seems ever so perfectly alrite but later i realise how extreamly stooopid it was ..so excuse any weird behaviour on my side peoples..and try to tolerate my weirdness while it lasts ..it doesnt [last i mean ] for long usually ...it dusnt take me long to realise my stupid ness and get extreamly embaraased for it thankyou very much

ALSO IMPORTANT ANOUNCEMENT FOR TAGGERS !

as u all, i think kno the ' no-online-for-hyshe-on-weekdays ' rule i wont be able to answer ur tags before thursdays most probably ..so do chk my blog on thursdays/fridays and if the comp decides it'll be nice and dont get broken i will most probably reply to ur tags by then..well anyways i gtg now..bye bye ..

and these stupid songgss!!

2007-02-24T18:19:00.000+05:00

hellos and hi's every one

i found this real great site where i cud listen to music all i want =D yayyy!

m really bored and llike any other time these days i du not remember wht i was to rite ..gosh ..du u ppl think im sufferein frm short term memory loss o summin these days??! blame it on the the school and the freegin teachers for givin all so many works =/ dho dho ?

well im not perfect , im just a typical gurl who dus mistakes as much as u o sumone else =)

aand wat elsee? [ short term memory loss O_o ] freeeaaakkyyy . weird person ..u are scaring meeee :S what on earth ? acheeeeedi! ok everybody ..ill end this post since im lackin words see you all

die die die my darling

2007-02-23T16:02:00.000+05:00

hi.. very busy day today ..frends of dad came over with loads of many ppl i mean LOADS! i wanted to write a lot in this post but aparently i dunt seem to remember anythin i wanted to write =/ ill prolly update later..so bye bye for now

2007-02-21T20:30:00.000+05:00

hello .. im feelin reallly really bored tonite.. really really bored..
im gettin used to the whole goin to sch everyday thingy again =/ still i dunt like the wakin up part ..
and skool is pretty ok =D and i feel sleepy thru skol and not so sleepy at nite ..which gives me horrid headaches in skool which stops me from concentratingg and blah blah blah

du u like this new look? its very orange dho dho ? im going to change this .. heheh

hey amy ..ur band is like supppeerrrbb.. double thumbs up to you and ur absolutelly great bandd =D and the lyrics are absolutely everr so nice ..perfection =D yayyy and the vedio ves salhi ingey amy =D

2007-02-16T21:02:00.000+05:00

k new layout every one ...hehehe

2007-02-15T21:01:00.000+05:00

heyy everyone ..ok ppl.. much whining and complaining cumming up ..iv got a lot of that to do tunite..thanks to sum wierd freegin ppl who dusnt hav any thin better to du than annoy other ppl ..i mean honestly why cant the pathetic freaky weird guy leave me alone?!? i dunt like being stalked to every where i go ..honestly ..u can go and follow sumone else for all i care..not me.!!??.. i mean its so anoying and down right disgusting and it cud really spoil a moodd..honestly ...stupid weird guy ..he cud just mind his own pathetic wierd business for all i care..

stupid freakky guy ..FREAK! =/

ok done ..! heheheh ..okies skool was fun...F-U-N. funn ..yayyyy ..!!!

minus the exams and weird stuff..hehehhe ...andd oh yeah valentines day dho kuree dhuvahakee...hahah ..happy valentines day all .. hmm .. ok..thats all for tunite ..ill end now

miss u too =D

2007-02-09T11:35:00.000+05:00

heyy ..weeekends yaayyyy =D

so so so ... how are you all ? i missed internet =D well watever , =DD class is kool .. our english teacher is gonna teach us french oa =) salhi dho?

hehe ..u all liked the lyrics? =D

and yayy everyone is better now , ragnarok, shagrath and kookie =P heheh ..and everyone else too =D yayyy..!!

and how come ibbe decided he'll give everyone his signed stick but me??!!

='( but im gettin em now..yayyyy thnx ragnarok and maa =D

im everr so tired tday =/ woke up at 8 o sumthin and cudn go back to sleep..and i slpt arn 3 o 4 ..

and i kno whts going to happen ragnarok..bllll!! hehehe ..and mo laters. bye now

and kookie.! wake up already.!! =/

2007-02-01T21:06:00.000+05:00

and here is a very very nice lyrics to u ppl , this lyrics is dedicated to some ppl , and if they read it themselves they will kno which part is for them

and there is a general msg to evryone ..and ripo faraathun ves konmes meehakah dho =P

anw, enjoy the lyrics

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,

"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,

I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"

Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes

Like they have any right at all to criticize,

Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable

And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table

No one can find the rewind button, girl.

So cradle your head in your hands

And breathe... just breathe,

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss

"Just a day", he sat down to the flask in his fist,

"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."

Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,

But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,

Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,

And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.

No one can find the rewind button, boys,

So cradle your head in your hands,

And breathe... just breathe,

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,

You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out

And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again

If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song

If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,

Threatening the life it belongs to

And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd

Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud

And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,

And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table

No one can find the rewind button now

Sing it if you understand.

and breathe, just breathe

woah breathe, just breathe,

oh breathe, just breathe.

nice dho dho ??? and i hope those ppl found the part for them =P

2007-02-01T20:39:00.000+05:00

hello ppls =D

today i woke up at five!!! becus i had to go to this assembly at sch and just ..be there i mean i cudve slpt!! grrrrrrr stupid ppl , wasted my whooole morning ..

aannnd ragnarok get well soon , tc and see you very very soon =)

and frosty, tc of ur self and get well sooon , i c u soon too

and kookie also get wl soon [haha =P]

hehehe, dhen now, im bored =/ honestly ,dhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeennn i mean BORED!

bye!

2007-01-29T21:07:00.000+05:00

heyyyy ppl, id like to begin this post with congratulations to my sister and cuziny who aparently got their olevel results recently mo like yesterday and today =D and the happiest thing is they paasssed in aalll the subjects mostlly wif A's =D and B's and C's .. wheeeee congratulations u both and all the other wunderful ppl who got good results and for those ppl who didnt du so well , well there is nxt tym for u guys ;)

aaaand i waaaant to get good results too =( wahahahahaaaha.!! i shall try =D

erm.. also gota go offline now so c yah , tc tc tc

and ripo u get well soon k? and cum back to sch soon its sooo boring ripo nethyma =( and the stupid teacher had to change the stupid places just when i got to sit in the last row i was draaged to the front row i mean honestly =/ that was ssooo unfair ='( i haate my place *snif snif* tho it aiint that bad ..what m i kidding its horrible =(

weelll there isnt a whole heck of lot of things i can do abt it ..sheesh no nxt week i shall be in the last row again wheeeee.! but nxt week is loooong awayy and the prefect duty wud start tmrw whch wud mean thatt u hav to be on duty witout break until next term =/ but brite side u get to buy interval without the stuuupid crowd yaayyy.!!! hehehe,

okies so that was so much and i v to go ofline now so bye bye cyah tc tc

2007-01-26T17:41:00.000+05:00

13th may 2005

weird . i feel sick, my hand hurts horribly even when i aint duin anythin and i twisted my leg ages ago and i still cant bend it ! my head feels heavy and i cant breath .i feel exhausted rite after i wake up even =S and i dunt kno and the worst part is i think i mite never be able to bend my leg!! =( and my hand hurttssss whhahahaha.!!

that was sumthin i wrote when i was in grade seven and i still remember i was feeling all so horrible =/ hehe.. but want to kno happy news? i can bend my leggg wheeeeee.!!! hehe ..ryte so blog more laters ..seeeyah all

2007-01-26T14:03:00.000+05:00

sheesh ppls..im not dumb ok? =/ its just that i dunt like maths ,,hmp

and RAGNAROK THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNKYOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!! SSSOOOOOOO MUCCCCCCCHHHHHHHH!!!!!

happy happy happy happy happpy haapppyyyy haapppppyyyyyy haaapinessssssssss wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! all the thanks to ragnarok =DDDD

im happy and to expo [havin another heart attack ..im gettin fasy ibbe ge drumstik with his autograpphhh..!!!!! ] WOW!dhoooo???

2007-01-25T20:44:00.000+05:00

heyy finallyyy weekend and im online

but saturday again sch =/ well watever dho.!!

hhehe, thankkyouu ragnarok, now my timing is correct..wheeeeee.!!

hehe ..hmmm so sch dho..eee did i tell u ppls that i HATE maths.!! i mean i hate it ever so much ..honestly when everyone goes 4 squared trignometry blah blah im like whaaaaaaattt??!! really..sheesh.!!

EY EXPO AKEE DHOGU HADHAA BUSY BEE EH

ekam bee's rock dho :D

hmm expo ah heart attack eh jahsan vee dho ...err visnaalaanan ingey molhu gotheh :P hehehe

and fake adds is soo out anw

kookie where are you ? =( haadha nufeneyey mihaaru dho =/

annnd huri haa emmen thah ..koba tha? =S o well :P

everyone e byeeehhhhh

me gone for the time being

seeyou

2007-01-22T07:50:00.000+05:00

i just realised the time in my blog isnt correct =/ and i dunt hav a idea on how to correct it..so..until i find a way to correct it nvm the time ppls =D

sleeeepy

2007-01-22T07:35:00.000+05:00

hello and goodmorning =) its early early .and i dunt kno why i woke up so early ..lols

anw,

sch is funnn =D yayyyy..!! minus the h.m and works..hehe.. but i miss the holidayys ..a lil =D

and erm im cheakin sumfink in this post , dunt mind if anything is out of ordinary ..

anw, its soo early tht everyone is sleeping adhi hama =/ mm i think i shud go n sleep too..okies bye bye see you all veryyy sooon =D hav fun